24. Do you even care?
Running his fingers lightly through Jensen's raven black hair, Lucas decided it was time to wake the other boy up. Grinning broadly to himself, he ducked under the covers and scooted down the bed before settling himself between Jensen's spread legs.
Setting his hands on Jensen's strong thighs, Lucas flicked his tongue over the head of Jensen's cock.
Soon enough, Jensen was jerking his hips up to force himself further down Lucas's throat and the countertenor was sure his boyfriend was awake now.
Letting Jensen's spent cock slip from his mouth, a string of saliva glistening from the tip of Jensen's cock to Lucas's lip before falling apart, Lucas pushed the covers off of them before crawling up his boyfriend's body.
Shifting further up the bed, Lucas arranged himself so he was straddling Jensen's upper-chest before feeding his penis past Jensen's lips.
"Oh yes." Lucas groaned out pressing his arms and forehead against the wall as he rocked his hips, pumping himself in and out of Jensen's mouth.
Eyes closed and mouth falling open as he continued to gasp and moan, Lucas's thrusts became steadily more frantic. It got to the point where Jensen had to force him away so that he wouldn't choke.
"Mmm, sweet Gaga, I'm on the edge of glory." Lucas mumbled and Jensen just sniggered in response, his fingers still wrapped around Lucas's dick.
Bending awkwardly for a moment, a cum-covered Jensen licked Lucas's sensitive dick clean before pressing an affectionate kiss to the head.
"Morning beautiful." He said softly looking at the limp cock in his hand.
"You're a mess." Lucas told him gathering some of the substance on his finger and smearing it over Jensen's lips for the boy to lick off.
"A hot damn mess." Jensen corrected. "Think I should go upstairs for breakfast like this baby?" He asked with a smirk.
"No," Lucas responded instantly getting out of the bed and pulling on a clean pair of boxers and Jensen's shirt. "My dad would probably cry if he saw such incriminating evidence of what goes in between us down here. I'm taking a shower and on this occasion you are not permitted to join me."
"Bitch." Jensen called after him playfully in disappointment as he scratched his buttocks.
After Lucas was ready to face the school day, he headed upstairs to prepare breakfast. His dad joined him and Lucas handed him a cup of coffee.
"Jensen, explain?" Lucas demanded finding it odd to see his boyfriend in his dad's clothing.
"Can't wear my shirt again, it's dirty." Jensen shrugged. "And none of your fancy gear will fit. Don't worry; I'll totally have my ma wash it then give it back."
"Just keep it." James told him.
"Or burn it." Lucas suggested.
Before they left for school, Lucas and Jensen both received a text from Jane requesting that the choir meet up in the choir room first thing claiming that she had some exciting news.
"What do you think it is?" Jensen asked though he didn't sound overly interested.
"She probably wants to announce that she and Brent are an item again." Lucas answered remembering how she had text him about Brent the previous evening. "But we'd better go anyway."
"Can I drive?" Jensen begged after they'd made their goodbyes to James and stepped up outside Lucas's car. "Please? I'll totally give you head under the table at lunch."
"Very well Jensen, you may drive my baby." Lucas agreed handing him the keys and Jensen eagerly scrambled into the driver's seat. "But you are not going down on me in the cafeteria."
"That's cool babe," Jensen shrugged as he pulled out of the driveway. "You can give me a blow job instead."
"Why in the name of Gucci do I put up with you?" Lucas asked with a dramatic sigh.
"Because you love the feel of JenZilla battering your prostate." Jensen answered with a smirk.
Lucas just shook his head in amusement, wincing on occasion when Jensen whirled his car around a corner too fast.
"Stick close to me today baby," Jensen said as they climbed out of the car. "That bastard hasn't been fully dealt with yet. I don't wanna risk you being near him if he goes psycho like he did yesterday."
"I'm fairly confident that you frightened him enough to steer clear from any of us," Lucas replied winding his arm around Jensen's waist as Jensen settled his arm over Lucas's shoulders.
"Your old man is so badass." Jensen chuckled. "I wish my dad could have been more like him you know."
"I don't." Lucas responded quietly and Jensen looked to him in askance. "If your dad had been any different, if he'd stayed to help raise you and Lizzy, then the two of you would have turned out some other way. Lizzy wouldn't be Lizzy and you wouldn't be my Jensen. You may never have turned into the man I fell in love with."
"You know baby," Jensen replied with a fond smile. "Whenever you start talking all romantic shit I really just wanna fuck you."
"We are heading to the choir room," Lucas said. "Maybe when Jane's done with what she wants to tell us all we can skip first period and make some music of our own."
"On top of the piano?" Jensen asked.
"Definitely." Lucas answered turning the corner that led to the choir room.
Sharing a kiss with his boyfriend, the two of them giggled a little as they stumbled into the room.
"Molly?" Lucas asked looking at the girl in concern wondering what she was staring at.
"Fuck." Jensen swore and turning his head Lucas let out a loud gasp as his mind registered what it was he was seeing.
Not knowing what to do, the three teens just stood still and stared at the sight before them.
"We need to get a teacher." Dean said sensibly but none of them moved.
Molly didn't even display any signs of knowing the others were in the room with her.
"Somebody get a teacher, now!" Dean yelled in a harsh tone before following his own order and rushing out to find a member of staff.
In his absence, Sakura and Jake walked hand-in-hand into the choir room. Pulling her fingers from her boyfriend's hand, Sakura's legs gave out beneath her and fell to the floor.
Aside from Sakura's sniffles and Elena's quietly mumbled prayers, all was silent in the choir room until Dean returned with Sue Kennester and Joe Blake in tow.
"Oh god." Mr. Blake exclaimed and it was clear he was going to be of little help.
"Get out." Sue told the children taking out her phone and making a call. "Out!" She repeated when none of them moved.
Moving to Elena, Dean offered his hand to help her up but she didn't take it. So he bent down and picked her up and carried her out of the room. Jake did the same with Sakura.
"Fuck." Jensen swore again before leaving the room.
"Molly?" Lucas asked not willing to leave her. "Molly, can you hear me sweetheart?"
"He looks sad." Molly commented, her eyes still glued to Josh, the bully's dead body hanging from the ceiling.
"Molly, we need to go." Lucas told her taking her hand and tugging lightly but she didn't move.
Unable to stop himself, Lucas turned his gaze back to Josh's lifeless form.
For the first time since entering the choir room, Lucas noticed the music that was playing. His eyes turned to the C.D player where Josh's selected song had been on repeat.
'Hey, you've got a lot of nerve to show your face around here.
Hey, you've got a lot of nerve to dredge up all my fears.
Well, I wish I could shake some sense into you and walk out the door.'
Lucas swallowed wanting nothing more than for Molly to pull her eyes away from the body and leave the room with him.
'But your skin is like porcelain.
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain.'
Lucas cringed as he looked downwards, his eyes landing on the porcelain skin of his own hand.
'Just the other day I felt I had you by a string.
Just the other day I felt we could be everything.
But now when I see you, you're somebody else.
In somebody's eyes and your skin is like porcelain.
Yeah, your skin is like porcelain.'
Principal Gilligem had made his way to the choir room.
'I don't know what I'm saying.
Well, I don't know if you're there.
In the words you are feigning.
Do you even care?'
Yes, Lucas did care.
'Well I wish I could kill you, savour the sight…'
The lyric made Lucas whimper and a second later Sue had seized hold of the C.D player and thrown it against a wall. The music stopped.
"Come on, Molly." Lucas said in a choked voice before pulling her from the room.
Hand clasped tightly with hers, he led her through the corridors. Near a set of stairs, the sick feeling Luacs had been fighting off overpowered him and he vomited onto the floor. A chorus of 'ewws' from other students sounded around him but he hardly cared.
Rubbing his back gently, Molly guided him to the nearest girls' bathroom where he fell to his knees by a toilet and continued to reject his breakfast from his body.
"He killed himself." Lucas whispered, finally acknowledging the truth out loud.
"I know." Molly answered just as quietly.
"He killed himself." Lucas repeated turning on the faucet and splashing cold water onto his face.
"I know," Molly said again. "But it wasn't your fault ok. Don't you dare feel guilty."
"But he killed himself." Lucas told her.
"Yes, he did," Molly agreed still rubbing circular motions on Lucas's back. "I know it's a shock and that it isn't nice to think about, but you aren't to blame. You didn't murder him. He killed himself."
"Because of me," Lucas said. "He did this because of me."
"He was very silly," Molly answered. "And very mean. He couldn't handle the fact that you didn't want him. So he took the cowards way out and left you to deal with the mess. If you break down now, then he's won. Taking his own life was just another way for him to make you suffer. But you don't deserve this Lucas, you don't deserve anything that boy put you through."
"Are you ok?" Lucas asked looking to her and she just shrugged, a haunted look still apparent in her eyes, a shocking contrast to the playful innocence that usually shined in her irises.
They left the bathroom just in time to see some official looking people making their way towards the choir room. Hand-in-hand, Lucas and Molly made their way to the auditorium, instinctively knowing that's where the others would be. Sure enough, they found them all there.
Jane was walking about the stage, the bruise on her face standing out even more than her nose usually did. She was obviously going over different songs in her head but for once she wasn't singing.
Seeing Molly, Tatia instantly hurried towards her and pulled her into her arms. The two girls then made their way to Benny, Tatia rudely shoving Brent out of the way before both girls dropped into Benny's lap.
"Fuck." Jensen swore in a whisper and they all paused to look at him.
"Fuck." The others echoed simultaneously since the word seemed to sum the situation up.