Saving William (Gay!)

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19. Unconditionally

Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm I would
I do it all because I love you, I love you
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?

- Unconditionally - Katy Perry



The last few days have been utter hell for me.

William has been under suicide watch at the hospital and of course I couldn't go see him no matter how much I tried to bribe the doctors to let me in just for a few moments...

Instead I've been going to school. It has been hell listening to everyone wonder where Will is. A good majority of them have it right. Many of them think that Will is suicidal, and they're right. I can't believe that I never saw it.

The signs were there ever since I met him. I wish I could say that he was good at hiding it but he really wasn't. He was actually rather obvious about it. And I was to stuck up and to worried about myself to notice his pain...

This week Marcus and his friends approached me and I ignored them. Abby and her friends did too. The only people I talked to have been the principal, Will's teachers, and of course his family. They're taking it... well. They're worried and upset but they're all willing to come together for Will.

He's getting out of the hospital today and once he's done speaking with his family I'll be bringing him to my house. I think the last thing he will want is to be at the house that he nearly died in. Well...

Technically he did die in my arms. The paramedics were able to get his heart beating again but before they got there, when Alec was in my arms, his heart stopped beating. It felt like time stopped.

I was looking into lifeless eyes. When he woke up I was so relieved. I may be selfish, but I need him. I love William Drayson.

My phone buzzes and I open it. I have a text message from Isabelle.

We r picking up Will now. B my house n 15.

OK. Thnx Izzy.

I close my phone and push it into my pocket and grab my keys. It probably takes less than a minute to get to my car, get inside, and start it.

It takes ten minutes to drive to Will's and when I get there I just sit in my car in the driveway. Within five or six minutes Mrs. Draysons black car pulls into the driveway and parks next to mine.

I watch as Mr. Drayson, Caleb, and Scott climb out and walk towards the house. Izzy gets out and approaches my car and leans down at my window to talk.

"Elijah, he doesn't want to be here. Do you mind taking him to your house for a couple days? Mom says she'll pay you for the...for the trouble."

It takes all I can not to clench my hands. "It's fine. You can all visit whenever. I'll get him to school too."

She turns and nods to the closed passenger side door of her mom's car and the door opens.

Will steps out slowly and he steps up to Isabelle. They talk so quietly I can't understand them so I just stare at Will. I can tell there are no longer any bandages on his wrists and his gait is weak but he's able to stand and walk.

When they're done talking Will walks to my passenger side door and gets in. I let him buckle up before I pull out slowly and drive back towards my house. I occasionally put my arm in front of him if I braked to quickly.

When we finally got back to my house I helped him out of the car and walked him up the stairs to my bedroom. I sit him down and stand awkwardly next to him.

"Do you need anything? I can make you food or get cards or... start a movie or something."

"Can you just hold me?"

I can do that. He moves over and I lay next to him. Within seconds his head is plopped onto my chest and my arms are around him. I feel like I'm in heaven. I've cuddled with many people. I've never felt like this before. My lips part slightly, "Do you want to talk about all this?"

He sits up slightly and kisses me, as he pulls back he looks me in the eyes. "Will you make love to me?"



I don't know why I said that. Okay I do. I want to feel as physically and mentally close to him as possible. I need him.

He's quiet for a few moments before hitching his breath. "Are you sure that is what you want? I can wait as long as you need me to."

I know he's not a virgin, but I also feel like he's trying to cherish our relationship. When I was in the hospital I started feeling better and I think us being physical won't fix me but will help me heal.

"I need you Elijah. I... I love you."

He rolls so he's on top of me and I spread my legs enough for him to fit in between them. His fingers cup my face and his lips meet mine. It feels like heaven.

He's slow as he pulls my clothes away from my body, by the time he's pulled off my boxers I'm beet red. I don't know how he'll feel about how I look. I know I'm hideous, with all the scars.

His eyes drift all over me painfully slow before meeting mine. "You're so beautiful, William."

My fingers finally flutter up to his unusually normal clothes and I help him pull them off. He's... the beautiful one. Tanned flesh and hard muscles. He's stunning.

He kisses down my neck, my chest, up and down my arms, down my legs, and back up to my thighs. At every scar he kisses deeper. He climbs back up and kneels in between my legs and his eyes meet mine again.

"We can stop now if you're not ready."

My eyes shut before looking back into his. "I'm ready. Please..."

His eyes don't leave mine as his hand drifts to his side drawer and pulls out a bottle. He grabs a pillow and instructs me to lift my hips before he slid the pillow under them. He tells me to spread my legs and I do, blushing slightly.

I try not to watch as he opens the bottle and pours some liquid on his fingers. He holds my hips down with his other hand as he presses his fingers against my opening. I tense up and he pulls away.

"You can't get tense, it'll hurt for a little bit than it'll get better, I promise."

I nod and grit my teeth as he slowly pushes his finger into me. My eyes close as he pumps it in and out slowly before pushing two more fingers in. My insides are burning and I'm not so sure I'll be able to handle this after all.

Then suddenly his fingers brush something inside of me and my hips thrust up and a loud moan falls from my lips. His fingers hit that spot several times before he pulls them all the way out.

He opens the bottle again and spreads the liquid over his cock. He hooks his arms under my legs and pulls them around his waist. I can feel his cock pressing against my hole and his eyes meet mine.

With our eyes connected he slowly slides into me. I can tell its a struggle for him to be slow as his eyes shut and his forehead touches mine. Even as much as he prepared me it still hurts horribly.

My breath comes out in gasps as he finally stops, completely encased in my body. I only let him wait a few moments before telling him to move. His eyes pop open in shock.

"I could hurt you!"

"Please Elijah. I need you, please!"

His eyes shut again and he pulls out slightly before pushing into me again. As he does he hits that spot again and my back arches as I moan out loudly in pleasure.

He thrusts in and out of me slowly, knocking into the spot over and over again. Our hands slide over our bodies, our lips and teeth gnash against each other. I can't tell where my body ends and his begins.

I'm a teenager, I've had quite a few orgasms but none of them have ever felt quite like this. I can feel the heat building up in my chest as he keeps thrusting in and out of me.

His fingers wrap around my cock and he slides them up and down quickly. My hips thrust up along with his as the most blinding light flashes in front of me my body shakes as we come together.

His forehead presses against mine as our breaths mingle together.

I'm going to be okay. Elijah saved me.
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