I hate my fucking life!
God I’m so fucking angry! I can’t believe he done this me all because he was jealous of my boss: Jayden Smith of Smith enterprises really! He’d made so many promises to me and he decides to break one promise, the one when he said he’d never cheat on me, and he had to go and cheat on me with the school who’re Cindy fucking Timings. He knew that we hated one another yet he fucked her. We had argued about Jayden being in our house, for fuck sake it was like to alpha males fighting for dominance. I invited him so I could introduce him to Brandon and finish up what we couldn’t at the office the hatred was instant between the two Jayden took the sweet approach Brandon on the other hand gave him death stares through out dinner and when he left he showed me just how angry he was when he balled and shouted out his anger, prick. I tired reasoning with him he wasn’t too pleased that I’d brought Jayden back, he thought there was more to it than just work really? He’s my boss, but that was ignored by him of course he was so fucking childish. He stormed out after calling me irresponsible and a child a fucking child how dare he he’s the one having a temper tantrum over nothing.
I never thought the day would come when he would actually cheat on me. Tyler had text me though he and Brandon were friends we had been friends since he had moved in two doors down from my parents house when he was seven me, my brother and Tyler hit it off instantly and we’ve been friends ever since. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I opened the text saying I’m so sorry Tay, but I thought you deserved to know. Know what? I clicked on the photos to my horror it was Brandon engrossed with that bitch Cindy fucking Timmings. I thew my phone at the wall, it bounced landing on the floor.
Brandon was drunk when he returned all smiled and slurred as he kissed my cheek I flinched. He asked what was wrong, I was going to leave it Til the morning but I couldn’t hold my anger in anymore. I snapped and he didn’t even deny it. I slapped and punched him. My tears falling down my face. He pulled me in and hugged me. I pushed him away telling him he was to take the couch and I wanted nothing more to do with him.
I hate my fucking life!!
When I woke at least he was gone. Pity his car was too cause I would’ve Keyed it. I ate freshened up there was broken glass and pottery everywhere I’d do it later I had to go to work, though I was not looking forward to it one bit I had to go and show my face the twins had stayed at my parents last night seen as I had to work late. They had no idea what was going on with me and Brandon.
I freshened up and got dressed. I pulled all of his clothes out of the wardrobe opening the window dropping them onto the front garden. I didn’t really care who saw, or if they got pinched I’m done with him, this time for good, we’d had fights in the past but this one was different. This lost all the respect I ever had for him. He obviously didn’t love all of us as much as he said he did or he wouldn’t have done what he had. I closed and locked the door behind me.
God I hate my fucking. Life!!