MAFIA : The Devil That I Love

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Chapter 24: Love!

When our lips stopped kissing,our eyes took charge.I blinked often and tried to avoid the eye contact but he moved my chin up and made eye contact with me.
Why am i feeling this way?No,the correct question is,why is he behaving like this and doing something to my heart?His eyes are telling me something but I don't know what it is.Why my instinct is telling me that he's also having feelings for me?

The more i feel like he is also having feelings for me,the more i feel my past.My past is killing me inside like a slow poison.

Suddenly,he look shocked and his grip loosened.I started to came back to the reality from my dreamy world.
He turned around and moved away from me.

"Jax",i called him and he stopped moving.

Without turning around,he said,
"You should've tell me this"

"Wh-what d-do you mean?",I asked.

"Don't hide it Anna"

"I-i don't u-understand",i said,holding my breath.

He turned around and looked at my eyes.Then,he came closer to me.He hold my hands and asked,
"D-Do you love me?"

I gasped and felt tears forming in my eyes.
Without having the strength to look straight in his eyes,i looked down at the floor.

I really don't find any words to say.How does he know that i love him?

He pulled me into a hug,"I thought that you also left me a-and i started to longing for you"

My heart skipped a beat.Does he saying that he also l-love me?

"Don't leave me Anna.I don't really have the strength to lose anyone that i love after this.I don't know why but i really love you.I had never felt this way and missed anyone this much after my parents death"

Without realizing,my visions started to become blurred.

I didn't thought that he would be like this.He has such a different character than i thought.

"Jax I'm sorry",i whispered without having the energy to say anything.

He stopped hugging me and looked at me as i wiped his tears.We sit in the bed and i made him sleep on my laps.
I don't know what to do since i'm also feeling weak.
I tried my best to make him feel better.

He is a strong person infront of everyone but he has a lot of pain in his heart.

I know that he's not lying and he is trusting me but how could i trust him?I mean,i can trust him but i don't feel brave enough to love anyone again.

I'm so sure that I won't be alive if he leave me.I also know that avoiding him is hurting me like hell but i don't know what to do.

It's not even possible to hurt him by telling him that i don't love him.What should i do now?

God,just take my life and bring me with you please!I don't think i will be able to handle this.

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