Because of you...
I stare at my wall.
Feeling nothing at all.
My heart is still beating.
Even though it is broken.
My life is still here.
I am not dead.
So why do I feel like this?
Why is getting up such a task for me?
Why does the thought of food make me want to puke?
You wanna know why?
Because of you...
I feel empty inside.
Because of you...
My life feels like a dull memory.
Because of you...
I do not feel alive.
And that's never gonna change.
Because of you...
Even though I am just a ghost to you.
I wish you the best.
I hope she holds you like I did.
I hope she comforts you like I did.
I hope she makes you laugh like I did.
I even hope that you love her back.
Because I want you to love.
I am hurting but I want you to live your life happy with her.
Because if you don’t then I will know you never really fell in love with either of us.
That is when I will be broken.