Just A Taste
“Lily!” He yelled from the landing “What?” I replied. “Go to bed” he ordered before picking Lou up and taking her upstairs. Fucking idiot. So he can fuck his girlfriend all night and I can’t watch vampire diaries past 3 on my birthday? Boring.
I glanced around at all the mess that had been made, Caleb made it his mission to make sure every person was out of the house and no one would be left drunkenly sleeping here. However all the pizza boxes, red cups and bottles of alcohol were still lying around.
I grabbed a bin bag before clearing it up. I did half the living room before I realised how tired I was.
“You heard him. Go to bed” I heard a deep, gruff voice behind me. I forgot Nicholas was still here. I didn’t even bother to turn around and look at him “Yeah I will. Shut the door on your way out” I said nonchalantly and made my way to the kitchen.
I know what your thinking. I’m a horrible person. But lately my fantasies are getting worse and me turning 18 has given me no self control around him. He’d already rejected me twice, I refuse to let it happen again.
I think if I push him away until I hopefully move out, I’ll never have to see him again. But honestly who am I kidding. Unfortunately he will always be a part of my brother’s life rendering him a part of mine. And it’ll be totally fine in the future after I get my own boyfriend and I get over whatever it is i have in my head. So it’s simple, avoid him for the next 5 years.
“Lily” I heard his slightly accented voice boom from the kitchen door. “What” I said slightly annoyed as I grabbed a water bottle from the fridge.
“Come on. Caleb said I can’t leave until your in bed” he said, extending his hand for mine. Seriously! On my 18th birthday party Caleb still managed to treat me like a child and he wasn’t even here?!
I begrudgingly barged past him and began walking down to my bedroom. I liked having a bedroom in the basement, it was a whole 2 floors away from my overbearing brother.
We reached my room and he was still standing at the door. “Okay. Fuck off now” I spat out.
“Are you still mad?” He said as he stepped further into my room, shutting the door behind him.
“Yes Nicholas I am! I stupidly thought you’d want me TWICE and now I feel totally humiliated so could you please let me be alone for a while?!” I whisper-yelled.
“Princess, at least let me explain” he pleaded.
“2 minutes. Then get out” I scoffed.
He approached me and sat across me on my bed, placing my hand in his palm “Lily..” he whispered. “The problem wasn’t that I didn’t want you... ” he trailed off. “The problem was that I did..” he continued.
I was taken aback by his words. “Really?” I asked, trying to hide the smile on my face.
“I was confused. I’ve always seen you as a kid. But when I saw you in that dress today and then last week hearing you moan in my ear.. I realised how much of an adult you were. And then I started have inappropriate thoughts which I shouldn’t have been having” he responded.
I was so happy to hear him call me an adult. It was the first time I’d heard anyone say it to me.
“But you know we can’t do this because of your brother right?” He stated.
But honestly I don’t know if it was all the second hand alcohol I’d assumed but I acquired a wave of confidence I didn’t know I had. Realistically, Caleb and Lou were upstairs and drunk and me and Nicholas were downstairs alone..
“We can do this” I stated, grabbing his other hand.
“Princess, even if Caleb wasn’t my best-friend, it still wouldn’t work. I have very specific needs in a woman and I worry that you wouldn’t be able to keep up with them” he sighed out.
“Try me” I said, my voice laced with a hint of desperation.
“Forget about it Lily. You’re too young to understand” he said as he got up off the bed. He adjusted his tie and headed for the door.
I don’t know if it was the heat of the moment, or maybe all my built up anger from the last 12 years but once he said this, all I saw was red. I ran across my room towards him and punched him in the chest. Once. Then twice. Then repeatedly until my fists were recurring against his chest. “Fuck.you” I spat out.
But he wasn’t moving. It was almost as if the punches had no effect on him. “Do something you fucking pussy” I yelled.
He took this in stride as his palm securely found a spot around my throat and he spun us both around pushing me against the door.
He was seething, both of us angry, intently staring into each other’s eyes. Regardless of all the anger I was feeling, I couldn’t help but get a little bit turned on at his dominant position over me. I wanted nothing more than for him to force his cock down my throat and make me beg for mercy.
So I did the one thing I knew that I’d later regret. I kissed him.
I plunged my mouth forward and connected it with his, my hands swiftly reaching up his back and softly tugging on his hair as my tongue slipped into his mouth and bristled against his. After a few seconds he pulled away, breathing heavy “What the fuck Lily?!” He whispered against my mouth.
“Shut up. You know you wanted it too or else you wouldn’t have kissed me back” I stated.
“Don’t tell me to shut up” he seethed out.
“Or else what?” I whispered.
His free hand reached round and securely locked the door. His lips pulled into a smirk as he undid his belt...