"You know I saw you that day", the tears are flowing down my face. "You and Natalie fucking on your desk. She saw me, she smiled, looked me right in my eyes and smiled. And the thing what makes it worse is it didn't even take you a fucking day before sticking your dick in her."
I'm fuming. I see red it's like its happening all over again!
"I told you I was pregnant with your baby. I was so happy you knew how much I wanted my own family seeing as I never grew up with one. You called me a whore said I was just your plaything. Then threw me out like I was nothing."
I'm screaming. I want to slap him so hard, but I won't.
"You know I was coming to show you the scan photo. I thought you just needed a little time. How wrong was I?"
My voice is cracking a little more. I hate showing him how hurt I am. But I carry on. I need to get this out.
"To then even send Natalie to Lucy's to give me money to get out of your lives. She told me you only helped me that night. You saved me to try to fix me because you couldn't fix your sister. but realised I wasn't fixable because I was always going to be broken,"
The tears are flowing down my face. I try to wipe them away, but they keep coming.
The look he's giving me, I can't even describe it. It's like I've punched him in his stomach, god knows how many times.