I always thought I had a perfect life. The kids and the husband.
That wasn't true though. I never had the perfect life.
I felt so alone one night. Too many drinks and one man ruined all of that.
Or did he, did he ruin what was already broken. That night with him and every other night we've spent together, I've never felt so alive, so loved
Now here I stand, watching him walk away. Walk away from what Could never be between us because im too scared to leave my husband. Too afraid to be alone even though I'm alone already and have been for most of our marriage.
Before he gets into the car, he turns and looks at me. My heartbreaks at the look on his face.
With One last look at me before he gets into the car and drives away from us and what we could never be.
The sinking feeling in my heart tells me I've done the wrong thing by not stopping him. But we could never work, and now ill go back to my husband and be the coward that I am.
Maybe one day in another life we will meet, and perhaps that time I'll truly be happy