Dear, whoever you are.
It crazy that I’m finally writing in this thing. Before my mother walked out on my father and I, she gave me this diary on my 10th birthday. After that I never saw her again. Not even a single photo of her remains. My father must’ve not wanted any recollection of her. He never really told me why she left, actually he didn’t even tell me at all. I just figured it out when her scent of perfume started to fade. You know what? Her leaving was the best decision she ever made, because the relationship between my dad and I is stronger than ever. I actually don’t give him enough credit. He’s been through some thick mud in the pass few years, and he’s also gotten me out some.
Oh, and this is Sid by the way, to who ever might come across this secret book. I’m not very good with introducing my self but...here goes nothing I guess. My government name is Sidell Evermost, but I rather be called Sid because.....uh....no. I’m a freshman in highschool and I’m 14. I hate it. I can’t wait, because in just 2 days I’ll be 15. Ahhh! I can’t stop counting down the hours. Why is today moving so slow?! It’s moving like it’s got a stick up its butt- I mean ass.....I could say that because I’ll be 15. You guys don’t understand how much this means to me! Once I turn 15, JJ will fall in love with me.
Oh, Who’s JJ you might ask? Well, I’m not the one to throw around other people’s government names or anything but.... Jackie Jones is only, the most hottest senior to ever touch the school grounds. I might sound bias but he truely is ahhh!!!! Trust me, I’m not a stalker, I take photography class so......
yeah... just wanted to give a disclaimer before restraining orders get filed and I end up pregnant in Cuba....
𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐲...𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.
Oh wait.... what was I even talking about?....I forgot what I was just going to show you guys.
𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐧....𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢-
Oh yeah! JJ!
My bad, its 1am and my mind is just rambling. I don’t. know what gave me the idea to right a diary in the middle of the night anyway. I don’t even stay up this late to do my homework.
Okay just give me a second, I just need to grab my JJ book. Haha, Relax.... I’m only kidding. I don’t really have a whole ass photo album dedicated to JJ with 2 locks because of people like you looking over my shoulder......
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬?
𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭.
Okay.... let’s see here.... I think I’m going to go with this one-
Oh no! I think this-
Oh wait! Then again, he does look good with a pencil in his mouth...
What do you guys think? Hold on, why am I asking-,
𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐛 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬.
Hmm... I don’t know. Huh...You know what, it’s actually getting really late, and I have school in the morning. I can’t decide, and I know that If I stay up, I’ll regret it in the morning. So expect a photo around 6:30-ish. I’ll make sure to write the time. Oh! how did I forget? Today is Sunday, March 7th, 1993 and it is currently 1:32am.
Okay, well this is goodnight for now, so sweet dreams or just head on to the next page, where I’m assuming that I would be rushing to school.