The beginning
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Payaso aka Jesus
Moises (best friend)
Criminal aka Richard (oldest brother)
Loco aka Isaiah (middle brother
Victoria(mom)
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Payaso was only 9 years old when his street life started his brothers tried there best to keep him out of it but he knew there was no other way... he was the son of of young strong Chicana his father was in and out of the picture it didn't matter to him because he had his brothers and his mother he felt complete.. it was Saturday afternoon the neighborhood kids where outside playing it was summer time music was playing everything seemed perfect his brothers where having a carne asada in the front yard with the homies while payaso and Moises played on the street
Payaso: wanna go down to the liqour store and get some soda?
Moises: sure let me go get some money I'll meet you out front
Payaso: ok!
They went there ways payaso ran into his house and got some change he had hiding as he ran out to wait for Moises he heard a lot of noise his brother criminal started to yell
Criminal: drive by!!!
Payaso stood frozen he didn't know what do he saw moises running down the street from his house when the car rolled down there windows and started shooting criminal pulled Jesus to the ground the bullets barely missing him .. but as he got up he looked around and he couldn't find Moises
Payaso: mo!!
Payaso ran to the sidewalk where he had last saw him Moises was facing face down in a puddle of his own blood everything was slow motion criminal and loco pulled payaso back
Criminal: somebody call the ambulance!
Moises mom came out running with a baby in her arms she fell to the floor as she saw her sons body life less
Payaso- mo please don't go please don't leave me!
Flash back over...present day he's 16 years old a young lil hoodlum
He sat up fast it was all a dream
Payaso: Fuck I hate that dream
He got up and put on some clothes he could smell his moms cooking he walked into the kitchen
Payaso: mourning
Victoria: mourning mi vida how did you sleep?
Payaso: so so I guess
Loco: same dream?
Payaso: yea it's just weird I been having it over and over again I wake up once criminal has me in his arms though
Loco: it's probably cuz you miss him carnal don't trip he's coming home soon with the prop 57 shit he should be home anytime soon
Criminal had gotten sentenced to 5 years for being caught with 3 bricks of cocaine the prop 57 was voted in not long ago giving the hoodlums with drug charges a chance to come home
Victoria: and plus mijo we can always go visit him
Payaso: yea I know I just hope He doesn't hate me for ending up the way I did
He shook his head
After Moises death the young child soul payaso had in him disappeared he started hanging out with the older kids slanging and smoking criminal hated it and always got to him about it
Criminal: you can't be hanging out with those idiots Jesus you need to watch your shit
Payaso: who cares! There my friends !
Criminal shook his head
Criminal: you really wanna join this life you really wanna live the way we do?
Payaso nodded
Payaso: I've always wanted to be like you carnal tall and strong
Criminal: look mijo your young you don't understand this life please be good and stay outta trouble
Payaso: ok
But payaso didn't that same time the cops caught him up after curfew and brought him back to the house
Criminal answered the door
Criminal: what he do?
Cop: out after curfew and had a pipe with him I don't think it's his though
Payaso looked down
Criminal: well thanks for bringing him home officer
Loco: what happened?
Criminal pushed payaso inside sitting him down
Criminal: now
Fucking explain to me why you have pipe?
Loco: no
Payaso: it's not mine! I was holding it for somebody!
Criminal: and who's is it!
Loco: you can't force him to tell he ain't no snitch Richard you have to see he ain't turning back and yelling at him is only gonna push him more into
It moms at work so this stays between us .. I don't care who you hangout with but those guys ain't your homies if there making you carry there dirty shit tomorrow I'll take you to the OG he'll show you what a real G is
Criminal shook his head
Criminal: you gotta learn some how...
Present time
Loco: you gotta stop with this shit stop isolating yourself you are who you are and it's ok now go get your shit get ready and let's bounce we got money to make homie
Payaso: haha ok
Payaso got up and showered he shaved his head and put on his dickies and a black shirt with some chucks on
Loco did the same
Victoria: please be safe my god bless you
She gave them both there blessings and they walked out and jumped in locos car
Payaso: ay so when I turn 17 do I get your car?
Loco: haha nope make some money save it and get one not that hard homie tu sabes haha
Payaso shook his head
Payaso: so where we going?
Loco: the jefe has a mission we need to do time to get paid homie
Payaso nodded
They drove up to the big homies house the homies where already there with the homegirls hanging out
Lil one aka Vanessa 15
Shorty aka Jesi 15
Joker aka Marcos 19
Downer aka mado
Looney aka everado
Smiley boy aka Jose
Chino aka Ruben
Brown eyes aka Nancy
Dimplez aka Martha
Saint aka lupe
Loco: stay your ass out here I gotta talk to him
Payaso: alright sure
Payaso wasn't into talking to females he never really had a girlfriend he was more into getting the hoes and sleeping around but it didn't stop the homegirls from trying to get at him
Dimplez: hey cutie!
Payaso: what's up?
Dimplez was the hoe of the group but she was still a homegirl
Dimplez hugged him
Dimplez: nothing much so you coming to that kick back tomorrow?
She gave him a cute smile
Payaso: maybe I don't haha are you?
Dimplez: yea wanna kick it?
Chino: dam dimplez shit calm down haha
Payaso: ay leave her alone haha what's up homie?
Chino: nothin much what you guys up to?
Loco walked out and hugged the girls
Loco: payaso lets go we got a drop to do
Payaso: gotta go drop some shit you down to kick it later smoke it?
Chino: hell yea my pad?
Payaso: yea fo sho bring some girls over let's have some fun haha
Loco saw that him saying that hurt shorty.. jesi had always had a crush on payaso since they where young but she was so shy she wouldn't talk much to him payaso barely noticed she was there
Loco: ay shorty you down for the ride?
Shorty:uhhh sure
Lil one pushed her
Loco: lil one one you to come on
Loco had a crush on lil one but she was to young he was 19 and she 15 but he knew age is just a number
payaso:ay you sure it's safe taking them I don't wanna risk it?
Loco: it'll make it less suspicious shit you guys ride in the back Vanessa ride with me chula
She smiled
The ride was awkward at first but payaso talked
Payaso: so why you so quiet?
He got closer to her she got nervous
Shorty: haha I don't know
She blushed
Payaso: haha how you don't know?
Payaso aka Jesus
Moises (best friend)
Criminal aka Richard (oldest brother)
Loco aka Isaiah (middle brother
Victoria(mom)
______
Payaso was only 9 years old when his street life started his brothers tried there best to keep him out of it but he knew there was no other way... he was the son of of young strong Chicana his father was in and out of the picture it didn't matter to him because he had his brothers and his mother he felt complete.. it was Saturday afternoon the neighborhood kids where outside playing it was summer time music was playing everything seemed perfect his brothers where having a carne asada in the front yard with the homies while payaso and Moises played on the street
Payaso: wanna go down to the liqour store and get some soda?
Moises: sure let me go get some money I'll meet you out front
Payaso: ok!
They went there ways payaso ran into his house and got some change he had hiding as he ran out to wait for Moises he heard a lot of noise his brother criminal started to yell
Criminal: drive by!!!
Payaso stood frozen he didn't know what do he saw moises running down the street from his house when the car rolled down there windows and started shooting criminal pulled Jesus to the ground the bullets barely missing him .. but as he got up he looked around and he couldn't find Moises
Payaso: mo!!
Payaso ran to the sidewalk where he had last saw him Moises was facing face down in a puddle of his own blood everything was slow motion criminal and loco pulled payaso back
Criminal: somebody call the ambulance!
Moises mom came out running with a baby in her arms she fell to the floor as she saw her sons body life less
Payaso- mo please don't go please don't leave me!
Flash back over...present day he's 16 years old a young lil hoodlum
He sat up fast it was all a dream
Payaso: Fuck I hate that dream
He got up and put on some clothes he could smell his moms cooking he walked into the kitchen
Payaso: mourning
Victoria: mourning mi vida how did you sleep?
Payaso: so so I guess
Loco: same dream?
Payaso: yea it's just weird I been having it over and over again I wake up once criminal has me in his arms though
Loco: it's probably cuz you miss him carnal don't trip he's coming home soon with the prop 57 shit he should be home anytime soon
Criminal had gotten sentenced to 5 years for being caught with 3 bricks of cocaine the prop 57 was voted in not long ago giving the hoodlums with drug charges a chance to come home
Victoria: and plus mijo we can always go visit him
Payaso: yea I know I just hope He doesn't hate me for ending up the way I did
He shook his head
After Moises death the young child soul payaso had in him disappeared he started hanging out with the older kids slanging and smoking criminal hated it and always got to him about it
Criminal: you can't be hanging out with those idiots Jesus you need to watch your shit
Payaso: who cares! There my friends !
Criminal shook his head
Criminal: you really wanna join this life you really wanna live the way we do?
Payaso nodded
Payaso: I've always wanted to be like you carnal tall and strong
Criminal: look mijo your young you don't understand this life please be good and stay outta trouble
Payaso: ok
But payaso didn't that same time the cops caught him up after curfew and brought him back to the house
Criminal answered the door
Criminal: what he do?
Cop: out after curfew and had a pipe with him I don't think it's his though
Payaso looked down
Criminal: well thanks for bringing him home officer
Loco: what happened?
Criminal pushed payaso inside sitting him down
Criminal: now
Fucking explain to me why you have pipe?
Loco: no
Payaso: it's not mine! I was holding it for somebody!
Criminal: and who's is it!
Loco: you can't force him to tell he ain't no snitch Richard you have to see he ain't turning back and yelling at him is only gonna push him more into
It moms at work so this stays between us .. I don't care who you hangout with but those guys ain't your homies if there making you carry there dirty shit tomorrow I'll take you to the OG he'll show you what a real G is
Criminal shook his head
Criminal: you gotta learn some how...
Present time
Loco: you gotta stop with this shit stop isolating yourself you are who you are and it's ok now go get your shit get ready and let's bounce we got money to make homie
Payaso: haha ok
Payaso got up and showered he shaved his head and put on his dickies and a black shirt with some chucks on
Loco did the same
Victoria: please be safe my god bless you
She gave them both there blessings and they walked out and jumped in locos car
Payaso: ay so when I turn 17 do I get your car?
Loco: haha nope make some money save it and get one not that hard homie tu sabes haha
Payaso shook his head
Payaso: so where we going?
Loco: the jefe has a mission we need to do time to get paid homie
Payaso nodded
They drove up to the big homies house the homies where already there with the homegirls hanging out
Lil one aka Vanessa 15
Shorty aka Jesi 15
Joker aka Marcos 19
Downer aka mado
Looney aka everado
Smiley boy aka Jose
Chino aka Ruben
Brown eyes aka Nancy
Dimplez aka Martha
Saint aka lupe
Loco: stay your ass out here I gotta talk to him
Payaso: alright sure
Payaso wasn't into talking to females he never really had a girlfriend he was more into getting the hoes and sleeping around but it didn't stop the homegirls from trying to get at him
Dimplez: hey cutie!
Payaso: what's up?
Dimplez was the hoe of the group but she was still a homegirl
Dimplez hugged him
Dimplez: nothing much so you coming to that kick back tomorrow?
She gave him a cute smile
Payaso: maybe I don't haha are you?
Dimplez: yea wanna kick it?
Chino: dam dimplez shit calm down haha
Payaso: ay leave her alone haha what's up homie?
Chino: nothin much what you guys up to?
Loco walked out and hugged the girls
Loco: payaso lets go we got a drop to do
Payaso: gotta go drop some shit you down to kick it later smoke it?
Chino: hell yea my pad?
Payaso: yea fo sho bring some girls over let's have some fun haha
Loco saw that him saying that hurt shorty.. jesi had always had a crush on payaso since they where young but she was so shy she wouldn't talk much to him payaso barely noticed she was there
Loco: ay shorty you down for the ride?
Shorty:uhhh sure
Lil one pushed her
Loco: lil one one you to come on
Loco had a crush on lil one but she was to young he was 19 and she 15 but he knew age is just a number
payaso:ay you sure it's safe taking them I don't wanna risk it?
Loco: it'll make it less suspicious shit you guys ride in the back Vanessa ride with me chula
She smiled
The ride was awkward at first but payaso talked
Payaso: so why you so quiet?
He got closer to her she got nervous
Shorty: haha I don't know
She blushed
Payaso: haha how you don't know?
