There’s a time in every man’s life that you just get tired. Tired of the same routine every day. Tired of the way life is going. I didn’t know what I wanted until I saw her. I felt stuck in my life and until she showed up to see Aliana. I didn’t know what it was that I truly wanted. There is one thing that I knew I wanted since I was a boy. I’ve always wanted to part of the Broken Angels, MC. The Club is the one thing that I know will always be a part of my life and I wouldn’t change it for anything.
I realized that I wanted to settle down. I wanted a wife, kids, a dog. I want all of it. I just didn’t know with who until that blonde-haired, blue-eyed woman walked into this clubhouse. That was almost two years ago, but who’s counting? She moved here and opened a clinic with Ali.
We’ve hooked up quite a bit over the time she’s been here, and it’s been the best damn sex of my life, each and every damn time. She’s ruined me for other women and I just hope that I’ve ruined her for other men. We’ve played this back-and-forth game and it was fun at first, I loved the chase, but now, I’m not sure if it’s worth it. It’s hot and cold with her, and I don’t think I could walk away or even stay away if I tried. Maybe that’s why I’ve been taking more runs since she’s been here. So, I have a reason to stay away.
Hannah is always on my mind day in and day out. The way she feels in my arms, the way her lips taste on mine. The way her pussy sucks my cock like a vacuum. She was made for me. I just don’t know how to get her to see it. I’ve been lusting after this woman for almost two years. What’s another few months?
“Uncle Jackson!” I’m brought out of my thoughts by little voices calling my name. I look behind me to see Macey and Jacey, my goddaughters, standing there with their little hands clasped in their brothers’ hands, looking just like their mother. Macey has a hold on Murdock’s hand and Jacey has a hold on Danny’s. These boys are protective over their mother and sisters. Ali went through a lot of shit when she was pregnant with them and they made it through, healthy as can be.
“I don’t believe I know anyone by that name.” I tease, getting up from the barstool and going towards them. They turn one today, so we’re all gathering at the clubhouse for their party. It’s hard to believe that it’s been a year since these little beauties were born. When Alex showed up to take the girls, Aliana went into early labor and ended up hemorrhaging. She was fighting for her life while the girls were fighting for theirs. We got lucky when they all came out of it in the clear.
“Yes, you do! Mommy said she needs help!” Danny informs me before they all run off to the playroom in the clubhouse. We had a room made just for the kids for when it’s wintertime. It’s the middle of November so it’s a little too cold for them to be playing outside. I shake myself out of my thoughts and walk outside to help Aliana bring things in. Ali is six months pregnant and looking as beautiful as ever.
“I’m surprised your old man let you out of the house with you being pregnant and all. We all know how he likes to keep you sitting on your ass the whole time.”
“You fucking try telling Aliana something and see how far you get with that. Just make sure the guns are locked up.” Axyl says from behind me. We all know not to boss Ali around. She can be trigger happy. Non-pregnant Ali is scary, but pregnant Ali is terrifying. We all know this, but Axyl loves seeing her pregnant, so he’s made it his mission to get her pregnant as often as possible. Granted, this is the first time he’s personally gotten her pregnant.
“That’s right you fucking asshole now tell the guys to get their asses out here and unload this shit before I bring out the gun. It’s fucking cold.” I shake my head and start grabbing bags from the back of her car. I see the guys practically running outside, tripping over their own feet, to get shit from her car. Yeah, like I said, pregnant Ali is terrifying.
“For fucks sake woman! Would you sit the fuck down!” I turn my attention towards Axyl yelling at Aliana. We’ve brought everything in for the twins’ party and now we’re setting it all up. Apparently they wanted a Doc McStuffins themed party. I don’t know how many episodes of that show I’ve watched, but I’d do anything for those kids. All of them. I look to see Aliana standing on a chair hanging up streamers.
“Shut the fuck up and help me.” I turn back towards the table I’m putting the tablecloths on while Axyl grumbles about Ali being a stubborn ass woman. She’s been a dictator today, that’s for sure, but she wouldn’t be Aliana if she wasn’t.
“Hey! Sorry I’m late!” I hear her voice and my body instantly basks in the effect it has on me. “I got stuck at the clinic and then I needed to go home and change.” I turn towards the door to see the woman, my woman, rushing towards Aliana. She doesn’t spare me a second glance. I don’t know if I should be offended or not. I mean, she could have just been focused on Ali. I stare at the way her hips sway with each rushed step she takes. My cock instantly hardening, making my pants extremely tight. The jeans she has on form to her ass perfectly. Her blond hair is in a messy ponytail and the shirt wearing hugs her curves and the swell of her breast perfectly. Goddamn. She’s fucking perfect.
“Close your mouth, you’ll catch flies and you’re drooling.” I look over to see Westyn standing next to me. I snap my mouth shut and send him a glare.
“Shut the fuck up.” He shakes his head and laughs. “Just you fucking wait until you find a girl and all she wants is a good fuck out of you.”
“You’re pussy-whipped. Better claim her before she gets away. You look at her the exact same way that Axyl would always look at my sister. Hell, he still looks at her that way. Don’t pull an Axyl and wait years to make a move. No one in this club can handle that shit again.” With that, he walks over to his sister and tries to get her to sit down. I don’t think it’s going to work. Especially since Axyl hasn’t had any luck with it.
Hannah looks around the room, taking in the decorations before her eyes lock with mine. Fuck, I’m putty in her hands when she looks at me with those damn blue eyes. I would do anything for this woman, and she doesn’t even realize it. I watch as Ali leans over to tell her something before she starts making her way towards me. “Hey Reaper.”
“Jackson. I’ve told you to call me Jackson, Hannah.” I watch as a shiver rolls through her body before she can hide it. She’s fighting the pull between us and I don’t know why.
“Can we talk? In private?” I nod and lead her to my room here at the clubhouse. She follows me and I open the door to allow her in first before I follow her, shutting the door and locking it.
“What did you want to talk about?” She turns towards me and takes a deep breath. She sits on the bed and looks like she’s having a mental debate with herself. “Look, whatever it is, you can tell me. I know that you only want this to be fucking between us, but you know how I feel about you. I’ll listen to whatever you need to tell me.” I sit down on the bed next to her and wait for her to start talking.
“I like you, Jackson. At first, I was just looking for someone to occasionally fuck, but each time I’m with you, it gets harder to fight this pull I feel towards you. There are things about me that you don’t know, and I don’t know how you’ll react to what I tell you.”
“Hannah, I’m not here to judge you. You should know that. You should have known that since the first time we were together almost two years ago.” She huffs and she starts to tell me the things about her that I never, in a million years, would have imagined.