“you seem so sweet though, you should make yourself stand out” he said in his calming accent.
“That’s kind of you but i’d prefer to stay unnoticed. what’s your name” I asked.
“it’s a little strange but it’s Newt what’s your name?”
“I’m Mollie and i think that name is very unique”
a little smile broke out onto his face and for some reason that gave me butterflies but i guess our conversation was over because before i knew it we were standing in front of his biology room.
“I guess i’ll see you around” i said starting to turn and walk away
“i hope so” i got in reply before turning the corner to head off to class myself.
the rest of the day seem to fly by as i constantly thought about this boy. who was he? where did he transfer from? was he flirting with me?
but before i could think anymore those girls started their bullsh*t with me
“Imagine looking like that” one of them said as they looked my body up and down before the other replied.
“I’d simply just end it, she’s f*cking disgusting”
I’ve tried for the last 2 years to zone these girls out but nothing works maybe they are the reason for why I cut myself of from the world. but at the same time maybe they were right. I had nothing good for me here. No friends. No life and certainly no family that care about me. So that’s when I decided that tonight was it.
I walked home after school set my stuff down and started counting down. about 6 hours past and it was about 11:00 at night. I left. No note. No goodbyes. Just gone. I walked to the bridge and stood on the edge I stared at the scars on my wrists before my sight went blurry from the tears. That was it. My story was ending.