I'm so exhausted. Tired of the life I'm living.i want a new beginning. A chance to right my mistakes, a chance to be happy....
But inside I knew, I never had a chance, even to choose my path, even to be happy.
Why can't I get out of this pain, this misery?
I wasn't able to meet my dad for a week since I have been working my ass off on my new project. I'm going to meet him today so that I could stay with him this weekend. I live with my roommate who is also my best friend. We met when we were in highschool.
Andre wasn't there when I went to my apartment to get fresh before leaving. So I sent him a message saying that I would be staying with my dad this weekend. I left without taking any cloths with me since I have some at home.
Dad was watching game, sitting on the couch when I came.
"Hey kid, how was your day?"
"It was fine dad" I jumped on the couch and lied down placing my head over his lap. He slowly moved his hand on my hair making me relax.
" What is it kid? What's going on?"
"Nothing dad. I'm just tired. It's been a long week."
"Hmm. You should stop frustrating yourself. Give yourself some rest. Don't be a workaholic."
"Yeah... I will try. But you know I can't just rest knowing there is work to complete."
"Yeah I get that. I have been just like you when I had cases to solve."
My dad was a cop before he retired. And he loved his job. He had some kind of addiction in the risk he always took. And I really admired it. Everyone who knew him loved him and respected him.
" Know get your ass out of the couch and get some sleep. You look creepy with those bags under your eyes."
I groaned when he pushed me out of the couch. Sometimes he acted like child. But I loved it.
" I hate you" I said as I sat on the floor.
" Ohhh... I love you too. now go get some sleep. I don't want any ghost walking around the house."
" I'm not a ghost!"
" Shu...Shu" he 'shu-ed' me out of the living room. I laughed lightly as I walked back to my room. I fell on my bed as I felt my comfy bed calling me. I slept fast like it have been waiting to come over.