Ray of hope

But inside I knew, I never had a chance, even to choose my path, even to be happy.

Why can't I get out of this pain, this misery?

I wasn't able to meet my dad for a week since I have been working my ass off on my new project. I'm going to meet him today so that I could stay with him this weekend. I live with my roommate who is also my best friend. We met when we were in highschool.

Andre wasn't there when I went to my apartment to get fresh before leaving. So I sent him a message saying that I would be staying with my dad this weekend. I left without taking any cloths with me since I have some at home.

Dad was watching game, sitting on the couch when I came.

"Hey kid, how was your day?"

"It was fine dad" I jumped on the couch and lied down placing my head over his lap. He slowly moved his hand on my hair making me relax.

" What is it kid? What's going on?"

"Nothing dad. I'm just tired. It's been a long week."

"Hmm. You should stop frustrating yourself. Give yourself some rest. Don't be a workaholic."

"Yeah... I will try. But you know I can't just rest knowing there is work to complete."

"Yeah I get that. I have been just like you when I had cases to solve."

My dad was a cop before he retired. And he loved his job. He had some kind of addiction in the risk he always took. And I really admired it. Everyone who knew him loved him and respected him.

" Know get your ass out of the couch and get some sleep. You look creepy with those bags under your eyes."

I groaned when he pushed me out of the couch. Sometimes he acted like child. But I loved it.

" I hate you" I said as I sat on the floor.

" Ohhh... I love you too. now go get some sleep. I don't want any ghost walking around the house."

" I'm not a ghost!"

" Shu...Shu" he 'shu-ed' me out of the living room. I laughed lightly as I walked back to my room. I fell on my bed as I felt my comfy bed calling me. I slept fast like it have been waiting to come over.