It's not forbidden to want your brother's boyfriend, ok maybe it's a taboo but it's not forbidden. But its not a Taboo to want your twin brother's boyfriend, ok so maybe that's a lie too. But it's not forbidden to claim your brother's boyfriend if he is dead.
"I wanted Mason's boyfriend. And a selfish part of me was kind of glad he was dead because Darius was too loyal to cheat so I would have never had him otherwise. I immediately felt guilty after having that thought. But I couldn't help it. I wanted Darius and I would do anything to have him."