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A night

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" Hey where are you going? "

Eva asked me giving me her puppy eyes
Her eyes covered with mascara and liner
Thin line that makes anyone fall in love with her eyes...

Hey don't get me wrong I'm straight

" I'm heading out... I guess "

Of course I was going home now...

" No your not.. Right and let me tell you you aren't going anywhere but with me "

She said with a attitude she says like what she wants will happen no matter what..
After all its Eva Marie who we are talking about...

"Cmon girl "
She said pulling me by my arm..
" Ughh noo "
I groan
Of course no avail..

She wants to go to party
And not any Simple party

It's Hayden Carter 's party...
He is the most charming and rude creatures of all...
Almost dated every makeup bitches
Rather than date he took you know what I meant right.......

And why am I even talking about that handsome and charming boy out of my league..



" Eva you have to pay for it "
I glared at her

" Really because I think you should thank me "
She winks

And I gived her my meanest smile..
Flashing my teeths together

Heyden was my crush.. Alright he sTILl IS
I just can't get over that attraction.. Crush whatever it is...

Call me crazy but that's truth
From the very start he never once noticed me..
Or my existence...
As like for him I don't even exist

My heart clinches every single time I saw him making out and touching, talking with any girl.....
Jealousy
Stupid jealousy
For someone that's not even mine

Crazy obsession of mine...


" Here we are "
Exclaims Eva being excited as always
She is a party perk
.
I'm wearing a white shirt and skinny dark black jeans with my blonde hairs open..

As we enter..
The smell of Alcohol and sweat hitt me hard making me nusious

My eyes wonder everywhere
Naked people making out and dancing all over here...

" Where am I striping club? "
I mutter under my breath with disgust as I saw a boy and girl having sex at a corner..

What in the world... Ewwww

" I'll be back "
Eva saying quickly disappearing in the crowd..

Yeah now it can't be any more worse

From the time I entered here
I'm feeling heated gaze like someone is watching me

And my heart started beating fast as my eyes lended on the devil...
Heyden

It felt like my breathes hitached from me..
Okay how do we breathe...

Inhale exhale

He is looking dam hott
Wearing black t-shirt and jeans making him look more like a hottest magazine model as his abs and body looks more hot..

Ohh God what's wrong with me
I looked away as I could right
My eyes can't stay away from him...
A smirk is playing on his face making me think he knows something I don't know..
That annoying smirk of his... Well nothing of him is annoying but dam charming...


Ella stop it stop it...

There's a different magnetic force I feel for him...
Like my eyes soul body just wants to be near him.....
Theres some connection I can't tell....


See I haven't drink and still I'm crazy...
I should just stop all these

I made my way at a corner

" Hey do I know you ? "
Gorge asked looking drunk asf

" Yess gorge "
I told him shaking my head why would people drink this much

Well not all people are born crazy like you they need drink ..
My brain mocked me...

" Soo here with? "
" With Eva "
I smiled at him
As his face look relifed


" Hey "
Gorge snapped at someone who just accidentally dropped viskey at him..
His all wet right now...


My eyes widen at him
" Oh gosh.. "


"Sorry man "
Heyden said simply and shruged as that's not a big deal...

And gorge looked scared as heyden was starring at him as he was going to kill him

Before anyone dies or getts killed
I stepped between
" Umm uh you need to change "
I said to gorge who nodded and went somewhere in the halls and dissapeared

" Sooo having fun huh? ".
Heyden asked me looking into my eyes like he is finding something...

Well I'm thankful he dropped that on him gorge is kinda horrible when drunk..
I remember once he tried to kiss me.. Him and Eva are dating and he said he thought it was her....

" I guess "
I answered him looking down I don't think I can look at his intense beautiful eyes or face again..
As he is breath taking beautiful..

" Look at me "
He said his voice commanding

My heart started beating fast and fast as I looked up at him and how close we are.....

He leaned closer to me..
Making a shiver to run down me...
I doubt if he could listen my heart beats..
It would be so embarrassing....

" You are looking beautiful "
He said in my ears his voice sending chills down my spin...

A grasp ecasped my lips as his lips gazed my ear lobe
.

.
I'm red as tomato right now...
I can feel his smirk before someone called him and ruined my movement...

" Hayden babe what are you doing come here "
Said a bitch Jessica and pulled him away from me

I saw hurt in his eyes
Hurt??
Suddenly his eyes went back to normal
And I think I just imagine that...

She gived me a sharp look
That told not to mess with her...

Anyway he is not mine soo I should not feel anything......
But... I still feel... Sadness
And I looked away closing my eyes


Suddenly lights gone off...

" Ohhhhh'
Whole crowd shouted...

" Umm "
I don't like darkness a bit..
And suddenly I was being pushed by crowd
" Hey move "
" I can't see "
" Jenis I'm here "
Voices and shouting where everywhere
But after few minutes people started using mobile mobile and the party starts again...


" Baby "
I heard gorge's voice again

" What? "
I said looking pissed

" Let's go "

Before I can say anything he pulled me away from the crowd and to prevent my voice he putted his hand on my mouth...

I was thrown in to a bed..

No lights I can't see

Fear was all I was feeling
" What's wrong? "
I shouted at him
..
I heard laughter and suddenly he started kissing me and I pushed him away but I couldn't and that's enough

" Help "
I cried
And shouted
But no nothing happened as the music and noise outside was much loud....

" Shhh girl "
He said making me cry again
No no
.
" George you motherfucker get off me.. ".
I shouted at my lungs

As his lips moved towards my collarbone and another hand to undo my shirt buttons...

" S-stop "
I cried..
That's enough
Suddenly a idea popped up in my head
And I kicked him where the sun doesn't shine with full power and he got off me finally
..

" Owwww you bith "

I rolled off the bed and ran out of the room
Crying and with a shirt which is tored half..

And made my way to the halls..

Getting out of the house of the hell..
I took a breath of relief but
Suddenly I was pulled by wrist to someone..
I struggled but stoped when I felt his breath on my neck...


" Heyden "
I said in crocky voice as tears where streaming over and over again...

He turned me around

And looked at me
His eyes dark dark more than that of the night sky....
And his face shining in these moon light..
With his beautiful messy hair..

" Who? ".
He asked looking down at me his hand changed into fists and jaw clenching...

I shaked my head...
I don't
I don't want to talk..

His thumb suddenly connect to my tears and he wiped it looking guilty...
" I'll take you home "
He said and I nodded
It's the first time we ever talked and I'm feeling more than attracted to him right now.....

But disgusting as that brat kissed me
" Did he touched you? "
He asked looking more than just angry

" He did.... ".
I cried again.. Ik I'm looking pathetic right now...
Why can't I just don't get it
I should not cry like these not in front of him....
I can't....

" You can "
He said out of blue...
I was shocked
But before I could process he pulled me to himself and hugged me

At first I was shocked and my heart went crazy again....
What's he doing with me...
He stroked my back and his fingers made contact with my bare skin making me aware of my toren shirt and tears started appearing in my eyes again...

A shiver run down me as his hand made his way more into my shirt....
Making my breathe shallow

"Heyden"
I breathed...

" Hmmm? "


Now what am I going to say stop making my legs jello...

" You can say that you know? "
He said while laughing still holding me to him in my ears ....
Dude could he read myself thoughts..
His laughter feels more beautiful to me then anything else

I don't know I feel more secure in his arms then anything
His hold tightens,...

" Was that gorge? "
He asked camly but I know that tone was his clam and scary...
For some reason I don't fear from him...
This moment because I know he wouldn't hurt me....

I nodded in the hug and clenched my fists
His shirt hem

Suddenly he pulled away
" That is his death "
He muttered
But before he can go
I stopped him by holding is hand back...


" No don't right now don't leave me...... "

I said with sobs
I don't want to get in that kinda situation again.....
Darkness is everywhere making me scare

He turned and nodded....
His eyes holding an emotion I can't picture.. Which
That was guilt, hate, anger, love...
But the question is for whom.......


Anyone but not you girl
My brain again mocked me...
Kinda right...
I'm way lower then his league...
He can't be mine....

His with Jessica...
My heart felt broken thinking about it....
But that's truth and I have to remember that.....



" Lets go "
He said taking his hand in mine his eyed dark again like he can't control him self....



As we reached to his car my eyes went down to the warmth is hand was giving me...
Our fingers intertwined together...
A blush covered my cheeks....
I turned my face hope he haven't seen me...

Why does he have such effect on me...

A chuckle came from him... Made it clear he saw my face....

Gosh....


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The journey to home was short but giving me chills and him just ignoring me and keeping his eyes on the road

.. He looked dam more hot and charming while driving his knuckles on strearing wheel and his eyes on the road.. Focused..
Watching him is a treat...


My Treat....
Only mine....
If that can even possible...
After the ride I Thanked him....
And he leaned closer and making it harder for me to breathe and I closed my eyes but..
His lips never came..
Opening my eyes I saw him smirking..
Jerk...
Charming jerk ...
Yeah yeah...

I face palmed myself for thinking he was going to kiss me after I got out of his car he tool off faster than necessary....
Like he was in hurry...

Sometimes he confuses me...
Like does he care about me..???
Before he doesn't even thought I existed...
And tonight....
I smiled remembering all of things his hug..
Him that close to me...
His fingers on my skin....
Seating fire on me...

..

Ohh I might be looking like a tomato right now gosh...

"Who's the boy? "
I jumped a little from the voice in the silence..
That freak scare me....

Turning around I was greated with Aiden crossing his hand and leaning on the wall...

" What are you talking about ? "
I asked him
I know how to play dum hahah I'm so smart
Mom always said I'm the smartest
I didn't notice I was grinning before he broke into laughter...


" W-what? "
He knows how to piss me off...
Stupid

" Anyway who's this Jacket of? "
Ohh shits I forgot about it...

Because I couldn't get out of his car like that he offered me his beautiful high cost jacket leather jacket... Blake which is as beautiful as him... No his much more...

Which I accepted with more than necessary blush making him chuckle...

Well you can't say no to a dam crazily handsome man can you....

It even smells like him...

" Why are you blushing... Awww my little sister is in love huh huh "
He said pucking my jacket..

" Shut up "
I blushed...
" Awwww ".
He teased again...

After telling him that it was just Eva's he left me I know he haven't buyed my lie but he laughed and shaking his head left
That annoying jerk..



After taking a nice shower and changing into my pjs..
I made my way to downstairs..
With a pizza in fridge I was comfortable...


A knock at the door made my attention to the door...
Who would be right now......


Making my way towards the door I opened the door...

In my view I saw Jessica..
What's she doing here...

" Hey can I come in "
She said flashing her white teeths at me..

" Ummmm "
Why all of the sudden she came to me??
Most importantly at this time??

" Hey "
She moved her hands around my eyes to get my attention..

" Come in "

I said not knowing what it was going to coast me......


" Soo you want-"
I was cutted mid sentenced..

As she suddenly jumped on me..

Making me scream
" Owwwww what are you doing? "
I asked her...


" You know what heyden is just mine his charms his money all of him is mine he belongs to me he belongs to be with me from so long ago you can't break anything "

Her words hurts me like stabbing he belongs to her???
He is hers????

A tears rolled off my eyes hearing it I can't
I know he was never mine but a part of me still wants him...
And denys to think that he belongs to her.. To anyone but me....
When I looked into her eyes they were deep deep dark not much as heyden...

Something is him seems different...
Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my neck
I wanted to scream but I could not...
She putted her hand on my mouth...

And I tried to kick her but she was having more power... I can't even move my legs...
My eyes got teary again..

.
" Stop it are you crazy Jessica ?? "
She is bieting me...

It hurts like bitch
A bitch that she is....

" Let me make you see this "
She showed me the picture of George kissing me and me on his bed...

Noooooo

When I saw clearly that picture was sened to the internet..

Nooooo..
I cried....

My vision became blurr...

This night is worst could it get more worst..

I think everyone will hate me now
Eva will think I was betraying her...


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