.
Well, I remember when we first met it was like love at first sight. I knew I had fallen for him when he started talking to me, the way he makes me laugh, the way he makes me want to get up every morning for him, the way I get butterflies.
My friends tell me that I should tell him how I feel, how much I like him, but I was scared. I was scared that I will get rejected because me and him are best friends and I don't want to ruin are friendship over a dumb crush I have over him.
But I took the risk. I wanted to tell him how much I like him, how much I will be there for him, but it didn't go that way.
Days and I mean days, I was thinking about how to bring it up, but finally I got a text from him saying "Let's meet up" the way I prepared myself for what was about to happen.
Well I was wrong because when I got there he looked so happy, no actually very happy. Telling me that he likes this girl and how much he wants to ask her out, and he needs my help.
But being a good friend I helped him, I told my crush what to say and do, I told the love of my life to ask someone else out, what am I a joke to him?
I want to tell him how I feel but I don't want anything awkward between us.
He likes someone but why tell me? Am I his only friend or something? I wish he knew how I feel about him.
