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Chapter 54: Psycho Goes To Jeannie's

I stopped my bike in front of her porch. I opened the door and let Psycho in. I walked to the kitchen and brought a beer back and handed it to him.

"You wanted to talk."

"I need to explain that what I did was wrong."

"I should never have did what I did. I grew up with a father that was very abusive. He was always hitting us, or locking us in the shed in all kinds of weather. He was physically abusive to all of us."

"I have an anger problem as you found out when I hurt you."

"I didn't mean to hurt you Jeannie."

"That is why I didn't want kids."

"I have been so afraid I will hurt them and I don't want to do that."

"Psycho I know you didn't mean to hurt me. I had not been very nice to you. My anger was building and I felt I could not trust you."

"I didn't even trust that you really love me."

"Jeannie, I love you."

"I miss you."

I stood up and sat down on his lap facing him.

"Jeannie, what are you doing."

I leaned down to kiss him. He turned his head.

"Psycho I get it."

"You came to tell me you want to see that bitch."

I stood up and backed away from him. "Get out."

"Jeannie, that is not it."

"I don't want to see that girl or any woman."

"I see. You don't want to see any woman."

"I saw the tear flow down her face."

"Get out I screamed."

I slammed the door shut after him and locked it. I slit down the the door to the floor crying. He doesn't really love me.

I stood there looking at the shocked. What the hell happened?

I walked over and got on my bike. When I got to the club I was more than pissed off when she was setting in Jeannie's seat.

"Get the fuck out of that chair."

"That chair belongs to my wife. Not you."

"I thought you would not mind."

"You think too much about me not minding."

"I mind that you keep coming here thinking I will fuck you."

"I won't even touch you. I don't want you anywhere near me."

"What I want is for you to leave me alone and stop bothering me."

"Lisa, can I talk to you outside?"

"I thought you were with Jeannie?"

"I don't know what happened."

"Tell me everything."

After telling her what happened she looked at me in shock.

"She went to kiss you and asked her what she was doing?"

"Then you turned your head so she didn't?"

"Jesus Psycho. No wonder she thought you wanted to be with that bitch in there."

"Psycho you really blew it."

"You could have been bed with her right now. Back in her life."

"Now she really thinks you don't love her."

"Why the hell did you do that?"

"I was scared."

"It isn't like you haven't fucked her before."

I walked away from Psycho and called Jeannie.

"Jeannie did you and Psycho talk?"

"We sort of talked. He made it plain he doesn't want me."

"I made a fool of myself."

"I thought he wanted to get back with me. He doesn't. He doesn't want to see any woman."

I was crying. "Jeannie you are you crying?"

"It doesn't matter. He doesn't want me and he doesn't want our baby."

"I have a way to fix that for him."

"Jeannie, what are you talking about?"

"What do you mean you have a way of fixing that for Psycho?"

"I will get rid of his child and me at the same time."

"Jeannie are you home?"

"No, I am not home. I will never go home again."

I hung the phone up and drove to the woods. I camped here as a child. I put the small tent up under the tree and started a small fire. I lay down and watched the fire until I fell asleep.

"What the hell did she say?"

"I looked at him with sad eyes."

She said." He doesn't want me and he doesn't want our baby."

"Then she said, I have a way to fix that for him. I will git rid of his child and me at that the same time."

"No, no, I ran toward my bike."

"Psycho she is not home."

"She would not tell me where she was at."

" I didn't tell her I didn't want her."

"You, showed her you didn't want her Psycho."

"I fucking love her Lisa."

"Her mind and heart is telling her that you don't."

"You should have pulled her to you and kissed the hell out of her."

"You didn't do that."

I watched as Psycho got on his bike. I knew he was going to go look for her. But, he won't find her. I rode to her house. I saw the gate leading into her driveway was closed and locked.

I climbed over it and and walked to her house. I looked through the windows and saw nothing. I looked in the garage window and saw her car gone.

She is not here. I looked every where for her. I don't know where else to look. I climbed back over the fense and started my bike. I rode back to the club.

In the woods. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the waterfall. I slowly sat up and made me some breakfast. After eating I went behind the tree and peed.

I took the skillet and plate to the creek and washed them. Then I put them back into the box. I sat and looked at the fire. I don't want to live anymore.

The man I love doesn't want me or his baby. I don't know what to do anymore. I packed my car and drove the back way home. They don't know about the gate in the back of my property.

I drove in the back way. I parked in the back of the garage. I walked onto the back porch and unlocked the back door. I walked inside and walked upstairs and lay on the bed.

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