To the borrowed Gentleman,
I sat up for hours and hours waiting for you to enter through that door, yet you came had your way with me and out you went once more.
As confused as I am in this moment, I am only wondered what you will do next. I wonder what it’s like to face your family after all that you have done, and think of all the excuses you made why you were late for your daughter's bed time story. Why you still smelt as fresh as you did the moment you left this morning and your Mrs. never once assumed you were here with me. I think of the moments we've crossed paths in public and I bat my eye lashes pretending, that I don't know you. And yet you play your twisted mind games and still send over that flower on Valentine’s Day. I wonder how a beautiful person as yourself; would walk away from work in the middle of a shift just to spend time with someone like me! What's missing in your life that can't be for filled by the other woman waiting for you at home? You've continuously said that you love me... but do I need to be the one to have you walk in and out of my life as you please? You were a mistake. And I realize that now. But why do I think that I will never find someone that could change my life the way you did?
As I walk away from my past and watch the shimmering daylight fades to dusk, I pray that the day has finally come. Where I can face you like a stranger, and undo all the faults I have done to be repaired and never undone!
Even if it doesn't end happily ever after, its still worth it if it made you feel something new, and if it taught you something new. - Unknown