Three Months of Mica

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Summary

Jatori Andersen is getting married in three months to her fiancee, Mica Hollenzer. Sadly enough, Jatori made the mistake of sleeping with Aaliyah Scott and jeopardizing her relationship. Now, she has three months to pick up the pieces between herself and Mica before she loses the one woman she has always loved.

Genre:
Romance / Drama
Author:
Tori M. Paxon
Status:
Ongoing
Chapters:
1
Rating:
n/a
Age Rating:
18+

Chapter 1

I was waiting for a moment to approach her. I didn’t know what she wanted me to say or do. I was paralyzed. All I truly knew is that I didn’t want to hurt her anymore. I didn’t want her to look at me with those eyes. I didn’t want her to hate me and I felt like if I didn’t fix things between us that would be the solution to the end of us.

My mind was telling me to do something; anything. Even if that meant groveling on the floor before her feet, begging for forgiveness or if it meant listening to her throw every hateful word she held in her vocabulary at me. I would endure it for her. I had seriously fucked up but the idea of watching her leave through that door and never come back would kill me.

It’s funny now that I think about it. I was so quick to fall into bed with Aaliyah that I never truly thought about the consequences to my actions. I didn’t think about her leaving or catching me. I didn’t think about losing the one person that made me think about settling down or what love really meant. I just thought about how Aaliyah’s body moved against mine and how damn good her body wash smelt.

Now, I was waiting for Mica to answer me; to say something to get me out of my own thoughts and stop torturing me with her silence.

Finally, she turned towards me and I saw how her cheeks were flushed with a faint pink that flowed down to the tip of her nose. Her eyes were glossy with tears and turning red. She looked completely disheveled and it was all my fault. I was the one that did this to her and I couldn’t take back the pain. I could just sit there in anguish, watching helplessly.

She slowly stood up and walked towards our closet. I watched her pull out her brown leather duffle bag and I stood on my feet in a panic.

“W-Where are you g-going?” I asked, my voice cracking as I spoke.

“I can’t stay here tonight. I’m sorry,” she replied, barely over a whisper.

“Mica, I can fix this. I know I can. Please just stay here. Let’s just talk about it,” I pleaded, moving towards her.

She took a step away from me, as if I was a flame and she didn’t want to be burned anymore than she already was.

“I don’t want to.”

“...Mica, I get it. I fucked up. I’m sorry. I’m a fucking idiot. I shouldn’t have done it. I should have just walked away. I should have told you. I just couldn’t...but please don’t leave.”

She sidestepped me and unzipped her bag. She took clothes down off the hanger while I spoke and moved around the room. I knew she had tuned me out by now. I could just tell. I could always read Mica and that gift was quickly becoming a curse by her body language. Mica was extremely hurt and had completely shut down from me for the first time in years.

I wasn’t going to give up easily though. I loved this woman. Despite my indiscretions, I did love Mica and she was the only one I wanted in my life. I was weak and made a terrible choice but I would not let this be the end of us without putting up some kind of fight.

I moved her bag as she went to put one of her shirts inside of it and she huffed before reaching for her bag again but I shoved it to the side.

“Stop being childish. I don’t have the patience for this right now,” she groaned.

“Mica, you can’t just walk away from me. This is a problem between us. We need to fix it. You can’t just run to one of your friend’s places to avoid this,” I said in desperation.

“I’m not avoiding this situation. I’m avoiding you. I can’t be around you right now. Just the thought of you touching me or sleeping next to me right now disgusts me. I don’t want to lay next to you while imagining you laying beside her. I don’t want you kissing me with the same lips that were on her's. It’s you that I am avoiding, Tori. You! Now give me my fucking bag back before I lose my fucking patience!” she yelled in anger.

I took a step back and ran my tongue over my bottom lip. I stared at the wall and heard her snatch her bag across the bed and continue packing. I looked over at her as I heard her sob with her back facing me. She was rummaging through her drawer looking for more clothes and I just couldn’t take it anymore.

I took the steps across the floor that were separating us and pulled her in my arms. I felt her stiffen and, as I expected, she thrashed against me.

“Get the fuck off me!” she yelled.

“Mica. Please” I said softly.

“No! Get off! Don’t you fucking touch me! You’re a cheater!” she said.

“Mica...”

“No, Tori, No! I can’t! I can’t do this to myself!”

She turned in my arms and shoved me backwards. I stumbled towards our bed, falling on top of it. Seconds later, she was on top of me pounding into my stomach with her small fists. I looked up at her face as her tears rolled down her face; broken, with her aggressive fury that was all aimed towards me. I rolled away from some of her hits but she was adamant on taking her anger out of me. I grabbed one of her arms and wrapped my arm around her waist, flipping us over and laying on top of her. She pushed and beat at my shoulder but I held still, looming over her.

“Get off of me! Get off!” she yelled again.

“Mica...” I said once more, trying to get her attention.

She closed her eyes and ran her hand across my face. I jerked back a bit, not expecting the slap and as soon as Mica realized what she had done, she covered her mouth, sobbing harder.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to slap you. I just...I just want to go,” she cried.

I sighed and placed my forehead on her shoulder. I kissed her collarbone a few times before running my lips up her neck and jawline. I ran my hands over her legs and pulled her towards me. I felt her wrap her legs around my waist and I sat up on my elbows to face her. I frowned at the tears still falling down her face and ran my thumb across her cheeks, erasing the tears in my path.

Mica sniffled and stared away from me. “You’re a fucking asshole, you know that? You’re not forgiven. You will have to make this up to me. You will have to regain my trust. You will not contact Aaliyah ever. I swear if you do, I’m done, Tori. I’m done and I’m not coming back,” she answered.

I exhaled, not realizing I had been holding in a breath this entire time but I was praying that she wouldn’t leave and by the grace of God, she hadn’t. I nodded my head hard enough to send it flying off my shoulders, placing my forehead on top of her chest.

“Thank you,” I whispered.

“Don’t thank me just yet. You’re not forgiven...and you’re also not sleeping in here. The couch is in the living room.”

I thought she was joking but she crawled from underneath me and opened the door to our bedroom, holding it for me. I stared at her incredulously and sat up on the bed.

“You’re serious?” I asked.

“I’m dead ass, Tori. You’re not sleeping in here. Have a nice night,” she replied, motioning towards the door.

I groaned in annoyance but got up from the bed, making my way towards our living room. As soon as I crossed the threshold, I turned around to say something but only saw the door close in my face and heard Mica turn the lock. So, not only was I not allowed to sleep in our bed but I was also locked out of our bedroom as well. Yeah, I definitely had some making up to do.

I trudged over to the couch and laid down on it, trying to stretch out enough to get comfortable. Just as I was falling asleep, I felt something soft slam into my body and heard the bedroom door close again. I opened my left eye and smiled at the blanket on top of me.

Starting tomorrow, it was my mission to get my fiancee to forgive me. After all, we were getting married in three months. What’s the worst that could happen?

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