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It’s everywhere. It’s what I see, it’s what I feel, it’s what is. Dark, empty black. Scorching, aching, despair behind my locked bedroom door. Shades drawn, silent and still air.
I don’t remember leaving the hotel. I don’t remember getting back to my dorm. I don’t remember doing anything in the last five days. I only remember the all encompassing blackness. Without her, that’s all there is.