It’s the day.I hate being here still I'm .The smell of medicines ,antiseptics ,blood I've smelled enough seen enough.But I can’t skip being here.which makes me a resolute But.....
A muted tone stopped all these thoughts …
‘’ hey , it’s your turn .’’
It's rose. The hot,blond receptionist with great body proportions .i wonder why she is here with that body maybe to grab attention. well I was attracted too the first time I was here .
Did you brought the last report ?
I nod and hand over the report while she knock , ‘' dr.smith’’
Come on in .
Dr smith ,my cardiologist and A great man but not truthful enough with his words to me. In the last 3 years on every visit he told that was the last time and i'll be fine but he stopped saying that now or maybe the chance of surviving stopped .
Hello mia ,how are you doing ?
As usual I guess.
Well your reports are good . The medications will be same. Any problem you are facing?
Still having short of breath and palpitations.
Taking your meds timely? With a sharp eye he asks
Yp. I answer without looking. He knows i don’t so it just doesn’t matter.
Okhe then do the test and
I close the door. I zoned out. Those same things I'm getting tired of hearing "do visit doing these test in 2 month and take your meds".its the same but I saw pity in his eyes the last thing i want to see in his eyes for me but for the last few months Everytime i visit i just see sympathy.
Kathy is the lucky girl. Marrying her love of life not many of us can do it. He is happy but it still hurts. Those lingering feelings is still there i guess.
I stumble and sudden dizziness. I'm kind of used to it but i lose balance everytime. I was gathering time to get on track but
Fucking shit! Hey you little miss. lost your eyes or what. get off the roads.
I try to look avoiding the blurriness finding the origin of the rude and stearn voice.it wasn’t pleasant. I gasped a man covered in blood and having all those thoughts the man just collapsed the thud sound his body made increased my palpitations i was feeling the sudden adrenaline rush (huff) breathing i couldn’t catch my breath I cornered myself. Hospital staffs nurse hurriedly went for the man. I was just looking at the site and soon there was dark all around