Jayden watches Heather as she leans closer to Kieran, and he feels her, once again, slipping away from him. He feels the pain, deep in his chest. Soon she will be gone, maybe forever. He knows he has to find a way to tell her, with words, but mere words cannot express his love. He can never find the words to tell her how much she means to him; how much he loves her. He wants her to feel the love she has for him, without him having to say it. He realizes completely, that never will he and Heather be together.
As he watches her wrap her arms around Kieran, he convinces himself he does not give a damn about her, and nothing will ever change his mind again. He is happy for her just to walk away because he doubts his heart can take much more.