Chapter 1
Atlas
To be an Alpha is not easy, not at all. To be and remain such a respected person is not easy ,too. Always you have to keep up the facade.
I am doing this alone. Although I wish my mate would accompany me. But that is wishful thinking. I have been waiting for her for 33 years now. I dont know if theres still hope.
Almost every pack member at my age has his or her mate found, except for me of course. Maybe I am dammed. I did a lot of unspeakable things to others.
But I have to keep my pack safe. I am responsible for every single member. That is why it is my duty to do bad things. That things protect my pack. Killing and torturing rouges is daily bread for me. They also deserve it.
Probably in the process of being an Alpha sth essentialy human died in me, sth that you need to be able to love.
Probably I really became the big bad monster I always feared to be.
I did not yet know how wrong I was... there is always hope, hope for love.
