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EvW

By Jason Fink All Rights Reserved ©

Scifi / Drama

Blurb

What happens when the political divisions in the US become more than just rhetoric? In the near future, the US is at war... with itself. East and West, Left and Right... where does it end? This novella was imagined and written three years ago; it seemed relevant today.

Prologue

From: sjphifer@ucsa.army.gv Sent: October 10, 2021 12:19PM

To: ljphifer@yagle.com
Subject: Goodbye, but not forever
______________________________________________________________________________Leeza:
By now u know I’m not home – plz tell Pa not to worry. I’ve gone East.

I know u won’t believe me, but I’m doing this for u. I’m sad tht u aren’t coming with me, sad that u will be mad, sad tht u won’t get it, but in my heart, I know I’m doing the right thing. This is what Ma would have wanted. It’s what Our Lord Jesus Christ would have wanted.

I know ur rolling ur eyes at tht; it makes me smile and a little choked up. I don’t know when I’ll see that eye –roll again.

I never fit in Seattle. U know that. When the tensions started growing and dad moved us from Tulsa because he got a job in Seattle, I was pissed. U seemed happy enough, Dad did, too. But Mom and I, we never fit there. Even in high school, I knew I needed something else, something different.

As u can see from the header, I’ve joined up. They took away our cellphones, and all our communications are monitored, but they let us email, as long as we don’t {REDACTED}

{REDACTED}

{REDACTED}

This is {REDACTED} make it look {REDACTED}

I’m kidding. They don't censor us... much. I think they know that it’s important that we keep in touch with family, and think, maybe, we can show u that ur a little misguided. Maybe someday u’ll come. Maybe u’ll come to understand that Seattle is not ur home, that the West, like many family members, is misguided.
Your loving brother, in Christ’s Name,
-s

From: ljphifer@yagle.com Sent: October 10, 2021 12:21PM
To: sjphifer@ucsa.army.gv
Subject: RE: Goodbye, but not forever
______________________________________________________________________________

SIMON
WTF.
Seriously. WTF?
You bug out East, and you bug out without even saying goodbye? Except in this stupid email?
And. You. Joined. Up???
WTF?
From: sjanders@ucsa.army.gv Sent: October 11, 2021 1:07AM
To: ljanders@yagle.com
Subject: RE: RE: Goodbye, but not forever
______________________________________________________________________________

Leeza:
I know that u don’t believe me, but I really have done this for u. I know that u r 47 minutes older than me, and u never let me forget it, but in this, in this 1 thing, I know tht I am right. U will see, I know u will; God will show you the way. In this I have Faith.

I don’t expect u to follow, and I don’t expect you to approve. I’d been thinking about going East for years; really, since we moved away. I could not in good conscience, not as a human, not as a Christian, allow myself to be complacent and take the path laid out by Satan and his minions, the path that leads to Evil and damnation.

U never came with Ma and me to church. Pa didn’t really come much, either; I know at the end, he was doing it to comfort Ma and make her feel better. After she passed on, he never went back. But u, u never came, except when they made u at Christmas and Easter. Religion wasn’t for u, u said. It never really stuck, u said. U were a Scottish Buddhist at heart, u said.

If u were, I’d be less worried. If u picked God up anywhere, I’d be less worried. But u didn’t. U just made fun. And tht’s ok, because I know that u have a good heart, good enough tht I know u will come around when the time is right.

I know it’s late and ur the one who likes these dark hours, but the drill sergeant has me up on watch. It’s hard to stay awake. Plus, I am worried about u.
Your loving brother, in Christ’s Name,
-s

From: ljphifer@yagle.com Sent: October 11, 2021 11:35AM
To: sjphifer@ucsa.army.gv
CC:
BCC:
Subject: RE:RE: RE: Goodbye, but not forever
______________________________________________________________________________

OMG, Simon; really OH-EMM-GEE.

And I say that with the complete and utter conviction that you will not for one second understand the sarcastic implications of that little abbreviation.

Simon, I’m not the one who is misguided, YOU are. YOU, little brother (by 47 minutes, not by height, I know, THAT’S what YOU won’t let ME forget). Don’t try to say that this is for me or for Ma, cause it’s not, it’s for YOU and your overly-zealous attitude. You’re going about this all wrong, you’re not thinking, you’re just jumping in.

I’m sad about this Simon, and I’m pissed, and I’m disappointed. But mostly, I’m afraid. Afraid of what’s gonna happen to you, to us. We shared a womb, we grew up side-by-side, and I thought that I knew you, knew YOU better than I know ME.

Apparently not.

I know about the whole christ thing, and I don’t really give a shit about it, never have. You have your little mythologies that you need to call on to help you feel better about Ma dying, about moving, about who-knows-what-the-fuck, and that’s OK. But going East. Going East and joining up?
I won’t be joining you. The United Christian States of America is no place for a woman. At least, not one who likes to use her brain and exercise free-will.

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