I royally fucked up.
I got burnt. If I could take it back, I would, I’d take it all back. If only I’d have just walked away…
My name is Liz Chapman.
And I’m the girl nobody likes, and no one wants to be. I’m telling you my story so that you don’t become me. So no one else becomes me. So no one else goes through what I went through.
Two months before the last day of school I was at a party at my best friend’s boyfriend’s house. He was there, she was out of town. And I always thought he was really cute. And he was being extra nice to me. And I was drunk, and we went to his room to talk alone and…
And I kissed him. And he kissed me back. And then we went back to his bedroom. And we fucked. It shouldn’t have gone as far as it did.
Some anonymous douchebag was at the door with a camera. We never found out who leaked the video but me fucking my best friend’s boyfriend was shared and I went from relatively no one to public enemy number one real fast.
Long story short, I lost all my friends, I spent the rest of the year miserable and alone and a pariah and to top it all off, that first month… I was late. Mom had to drive me to the clinic. Despite being the best mom in the world, she had the unfortunate luck of having me for a daughter.
My mom deserved better.
After that, mom decided it’d be best if we moved. Get a fresh start.
Usually when you move, your friends help you pack, but at that point my friends wouldn’t piss on me if I was on fire. So it was just me and my mom and we headed East.
Truth be told, it kind of broke me. No one even said goodbye. I know, I know what I did was bad but… I never saw them again. It was like no one even cared if I was dead or alive. Actually, it was worse, everyone just… Pretended like I was never even there.
So yeah, that sucked.
We moved to our new house in a new town and I was a mess and a video of me fucking my best friend’s boyfriend was floating around the internet but at least no one here knew enough about me to hate me. I’d rather no one know me than hate me.
But then summer break was over and it was time for my senior year and now I was the new girl.
That’s when I met him;