Do you know what the worst feeling is?
When you are in pain but you can't let your feelings out
Yes I am mentally and physically unhealthy
Most of the time the doctors don't even know what's wrong with me
The medicine they drug me with it only lasts for a few hours at most
And then strictly pain
Yes sometimes I wonder why i was born into this world
Just to suffer in silence
My expression forever unfazed
While I conceal my pain
I feel like people wouldn't understand me
So I keep everything to myself
Are my feelings hurt?Of course not
I laugh it off,and save the crying for later
It feels so good just to cry everything out but i cant let out my bottled internal screams
Yes I'll smile I'll laugh you can call me funny
But this is all to cover up a broken child
My broken smile
U don't even see my unhappiness
Isnt it funny?
How everyone thinks that its funny when you share your pain?
I take this world in bitter sweet
I may smile with you act tough with you give advice to you
But when alone the broken child needs to be seen
I'm internally screaming"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME"
but my screams are never heard
Maybe some day I will end my own suffering but until then
I will continue to show my smile
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