Humanity is just a piece of a feather , who thought that happiness had to come with sad endings
My history with tragedy is always too keen for just another person to play the role of a victim.
Sad, loneliness, depressing and hell of a drama what can I say my heart drives with the title
I've been working on a song since last December , a song I promised to make my own mother proud for .
Again I don't have a word to start with. I want it to be a happy song not something depressing like me on the other hand.
I've been clueless once but not here or like this . A notification appears up on my laptop screen alerting my sister's request a video call from Skype starts in three seconds clicking that info as Amanda's face show
Gorgeous and less alive over the time difference from another continent
Young blood how's your studying?
So no greeting old hag I'm hurt .
The look on her face changed from a smile to an aggressive glare feeling a little twitch on my lips avoiding to smile
Ha ha very funny young blood I asked you a question
I'm doing great .... chilling that's all
Still thinking of mom ?
Clenching my jaw knowing that she can read me like a open book when a broken boy looses him most precious hope lost their life.
Pretty much ... can't stop .... but hey! What's the big deal ?
Your not ok-
I know I know that's okay , I just think it's best
Best for what? Avoiding your aunts , uncles and cousins ... wait plus dad
I know I need-
Being alone doesn't help Jodie you know that better than me .
Then who should I stay with ?
Regret that word that I still fear after a mistake I commit a mistake I can't face again. Those words stole everything that I was trying to run from
Come here ... come home.