Pilot
Humanity is just a piece of a feather , who thought that happiness had to come with sad endings
My history with tragedy is always too keen for just another person to play the role of a victim.
Sad, loneliness, depressing and hell of a drama what can I say my heart drives with the title
Iron rose
I've been working on a song since last December , a song I promised to make my own mother proud for .
Again I don't have a word to start with. I want it to be a happy song not something depressing like me on the other hand.
I've been clueless once but not here or like this . A notification appears up on my laptop screen alerting my sister's request a video call from Skype starts in three seconds clicking that info as Amanda's face show
Gorgeous and less alive over the time difference from another continent
Amanda@Homee's
Young blood how's your studying?
Jodie@4Real
So no greeting old hag I'm hurt .
The look on her face changed from a smile to an aggressive glare feeling a little twitch on my lips avoiding to smile
Amanda@Homee's
Ha ha very funny young blood I asked you a question
Jodie@4Real
I'm doing great .... chilling that's all
Amanda@Homee's
Still thinking of mom ?
Clenching my jaw knowing that she can read me like a open book when a broken boy looses him most precious hope lost their life.
Jodie@4Real
Pretty much ... can't stop .... but hey! What's the big deal ?
Amanda@Homee's
Your not ok-
Jodie@4Real
I know I know that's okay , I just think it's best
Amanda@Homee's
Best for what? Avoiding your aunts , uncles and cousins ... wait plus dad
Jodie@4Real
I know I need-
Amanda@Homee's
Being alone doesn't help Jodie you know that better than me .
Jodie@4Real
Then who should I stay with ?
Regret that word that I still fear after a mistake I commit a mistake I can't face again. Those words stole everything that I was trying to run from
Amanda@Homee's
Come here ... come home.