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1997 - "The year fate tore four girls from their silence, then stitched them back together with threads of light and pain.

In an era before Instagram or Twitter… how do souls find each other through pixelated screens?

In the dim light of her bedroom, Alila clutched her pen like a lifeline, scrawling in her hidden journal: "If I were pretty enough, would I finally disappear?"The mirror reflected a snow-pale girl with chestnut hair and eyes like autumn honey yet all she saw were the "extra pounds" her mother screamed about daily.

Until that fateful night…the night began like countless others  headphones on, lost in her beloved Korean song pierced her silence, Seokjin’s voice cutting through her darkness like headlights in a tunnel.

" Even when I fall and hurt myself I           endlessly run toward my dream "

Then came the message that would shatter and rebuild her universe in a single text.

Miles away,  In a corner of Driffield ,Marlena clutched her trembling pen as her mother's voice hammered at her skull: "What have you done with your life besides waste it?" She knew her arranged engagement was just the beginning of the end...Her mother had done more than just scream at her ,She had forgotten her birthday entirely. 

But then, through the phone’s speaker, came a voice—soft, pure, and trembling with feeling. And in that moment, a stranger’s voice became something she would never forget.

              " Happy birthday to you "

An ordinary sentence in an extraordinary moment .

The call cut off after the moment the song ended no time for Marlena to respond. Frozen in place, she could still hear Namjoon’s voice ringing in her mind: 

                "You’ll never walk alone"

In a London hospital, Caroline saved lives as her own crumbled.She wiped away a patient's tears , tears shed from unbearable pain while silently crying inside herself. She loved her work as a nurse and performed it diligently, yet she yearned for more.

That title of 'nurse' never felt sufficient, never seemed to earn her the respect and affection she truly desired. 

The only solace for her exhausting days came from the songs of her favorite Korean band. After another grueling shift, she left the hospital and began her walk home, softly mouthing the lyrics to herself... Words she used to hear in Jungkook's voice

                 "I should love myself"

Things weren’t any better at home but sometimes a single warm message from a stranger can change everything.And that’s exactly what happened to Caroline when she found a sweet message waiting in her inbox the moment she got back.

Metaphorically, Verona stood like a general on the battlefield of her personal war against life determined to judge the world before it could judge her.

Yet in reality, she simply stood before her university's law department entrance, lost in thought as she scrutinized every passerby with the piercing gaze and meticulous observation expected of a law student.

Music and art in general were the only things that truly captivated Verona aside from her passion for law. And that was what led her to love the songs of the same band that Alila , Marlena, and Caroline adored.

In the same way, it was those kind messages that made this stern girl’s heart melt, revealing the depths of her hidden emotions.

The house wasn't a happy place for

Verona  she didn't love coming home. But at least she had her cats waiting for her, giving her a reason to return every day. And she cherished those quiet moments of peace during her commute home, listening to Yoongi's voice as he sang.

" Dream, even though you might have started out humbly, may your future be prosperous and bright "

Sometimes we're born twice: once when we enter the world, and again when we find ourselves in song lyrics or eyes that mirror our own."

None of these British women knew the 90s , internet that mysterious new worldwould entwine them stranger than fiction. A chatroom and Screen names 

Then first message...

"Heard BTS’s new album? There’s a song that makes me feel… real."

From that moment ,Midnight confessions of secrets too heavy for daylight. 

With a Korean boyband’s lyrics becoming their shared heartbeat. 

Shattered dreams of medical school, interior design, justice and mothers who forgot how to love.

The melodies of these boys had always  long been the light that warmed our beloved girls' souls...

They transcended being a simple boyband these men were the golden bridge which these women passed from isolation to belonging. Each songwas the map that led the girls to each other

But more miraculously they became the  thread that wove their lives together.

To you who holds these pages،Read not just with eyes, but with a heart willing to travel through melodies and scars. Let me guide you to what makes this story breathe :

First،What makes this novel different? 

It carries neither an overly complex plot to strain your mind, nor is it so ordinary that you'd grow bored by the first line. 

          If described in four words

          Love. Pain. Hope. Reality.

Because this isn't just a typical fan-meets-idols story or mere girls who chanced upon meeting their stars

Rather, it's four women life had broken, who found in music a shared language to connect and voice feelings buried for years.A band unaware their songs were saving souls thousands of miles away

An unexpected love... born from mirrored pain. 

In the end, they understood love isn't always human... Sometimes it's a melody, a word, or four hearts that met at the same song.

Here’s the truth these characters’ stories? They’re yours too. Their pain, their moments you’ve lived them. See your emotions reflected in them. And know this: "You are never truly alone in your suffering.Each soul carries its own silent war."