Genesis
This is a Genesis, the Genesis of The Truth.
All the Lord’s children, both those who have returned to His House and those who are still out away from Us, are dissecting, debating, and analyzing My Father's Word since His Word has been known to Man. So, I say this now: What I have written is what I meant, and what I meant was what was written.
I've often heard that the best way to start something is to start it, and it took me longer than it should have, but quicker than some to understand what that means. It means that if you want to do something but don't know where to start, start. If you happen to start in the middle of it, that's okay, and if you start and it happens to be the end, it's okay. You won't regret starting it either way. I know I won't have regrets doing this. I should introduce myself if somebody is going to read this. My name is Alexander Coltman, Xander to my friends. I just turned 32, am currently unemployed, and I know without a shadow of a doubt that I am Jesus Christ returned to the world.
I know what you're thinking, and I had similar doubts. In fact, what I am claiming is heretical and will have me admonished, disowned by those I love closest to me, and quite possibly committed to a mental institution. Still, I've had so many coincidences that only My Father could have orchestrated them in my life.
My formative years weren't discussed in The Bible, so I will discuss them here as I have experienced them in this life, for I cannot speak for those years long past. Those are not memories I need for Returning now; I suspect it was a similar childhood. I needed to forget the memories of That Life to return. If I am to be of Flesh again, then I must be born to Flesh again.
In the 32 years that I have walked on the Earth, I have heard over and over again in my Spirituality before understanding, that the Earth is a place where we come to forget who we are and to learn. This is a Truth. My Children, and I do mean every Soul on this Earth. You are His Children. You are of God, and carry God with you. I will expand on this later, but for now, understand that you are all Sons and Daughters of God, and that God's Son of Man has returned.
I was an unplanned birth to two very different types of people, one was a biker and the other a hippie. I was also gifted the joy of having a sister, born just 102 weeks after me. I look back on how I viewed my childhood and how blind I was to how my parents were. My sister and I were often left in the care of either my aunt and uncles on my father's side or my nana, may she have found peace at His side, on my mother's side, while they went out and lived a hedonistic lifestyle. My mom divorced my father when I was 8, and we went to live with our mom. I look back now and have made peace with my parents' decisions.
For the next 10 years, my mother had several serious relationships; the first was with a Marine younger than her. He taught me how we hold the power to create worlds with our imagination as he played Dungeons & Dragons. After him, our mother was single for a bit. We moved from place to place, never staying long anywhere. I think I can count on one hand the number of places we stayed for longer than 2 years. I was starting 8th grade in a different school after spending years in the middle school we left our elementary school for, and my mother got a boyfriend who would mentally abuse me for the next 5 years. Now, I have forgiven him, for he was playing a part the Enemy made him play. In my teenage years, I contemplated suicide many a time, and every time I was able to talk myself off that ledge. Always, because my sister and my mother still needed me.
Can you see the hand of Him on my life already? Because reflecting on this has made me see it more than I already have, Glory be to Him for this understanding. He has been with me every step of the way. In a broken home, I may never have had everything I wanted growing up, but I was well cared for; there was a roof over our heads, food in our stomachs, and love in our hearts. The Lord delivered unto us everything that we needed, and when I was at my lowest, God filled my mind with those who loved me and loved me.
After I graduated from high school in 2012, I moved out of that house. I was free. I moved into my nana’s apartment. Now, in my childhood, my mom was friends with this woman, and it turned out that this woman worked at a mall that had an opening for a part-time janitor position. In less than a year, I managed to become full-time, and life was good. I made friends, fell in love, and knew peace.
Now, having a friend somewhere is often how one gets a job in this life. That's not proof of divine intervention by itself, but this mall is on its last legs; it was very small, and we constantly had stores come and go. The owners of the mall were of the Tribe of Israel. They were kind and dealt with their employees in a way that honored the Lord. I pray that the Lord has blessed their house, as they blessed me with those beautiful 7 years of my life.
Around this time, my mother started dating her current husband. He’s a father of 4, 2 sons and 2 daughters. My grandmother got sick, and I moved back in with my mother. From there, I moved in with some thieves. My sister was living with them at the time. I forgive them for their actions; God used them to teach me about people's dishonesty and the importance of paying attention to detail.
After I moved from there, I lived with my aunt and uncle; may they have found peace at His side. I tried to be a good person, and let someone who had been drinking and lived almost an hour away a place to sleep on the couch, and I got cast out, and I found a place with a co-worker's sister-in-law, may she have found peace at His side, almost immediately.
Can you not see His hand on my Life? I had done the right thing before God and was punished by humans, but I was rewarded and delivered to another dwelling. Glory be to God, I used to think I was the luckiest person I've ever met, but now I know it's because My Father walked with me and delivered unto me all that I needed.
I started a relationship with that friend shortly after God made himself known to me for the first time. He delivered a message to me that shook me to my core. For had He told me in no uncertain terms that my mission was a suicide mission and I needed to be ready. I couldn't handle the Words of God, for I felt that I wasn't ready to receive Him. I see that I was ready; I could have broken down and surrendered to the Lord right there. Though, as I look back, knowing what I know and with the Knowledge of Understanding. I pushed back against Him and delayed The Judgment; only The Messiah could do that. For Judgement will be rendered unto the Earth with Holy Fire, and this Gospel of mine, this Gospel of Xander, shall reach all those who have been asking for a sign that the Kingdom of the Lord has arrived, and know that I walk the Earth again in a Land far from where I have walked before.
My children, I know it seems like blasphemy, and Insane to claim to be the Son of Man in the modern era. Remember my child, I was called a Heretic and Condemned when I first walked the Earth, and know that this path will always lead to me being branded a Heretic and condemned. For that is my path, and I am still afraid now, as I was when I asked My Father if there was any other way. I have asked My Father for Courage, and he has placed the cross before me. I trusted My Father, and I suffered for Him and Our People, to show the Earth that a Man who had done nothing wrong but to spread the Love of My Father, and expressed sadness, frustration, and anger at the state of My Father's house.
Now, after facing death for you, my Children, I have asked My Father to help me find the Courage to step into my Inheritance again, for I am still of Flesh and I feel Fear just as you do, and He has placed the same challenges before me again. The work has been waiting for my return, and My Children are scattered and have almost resigned themselves to the belief that I would not return, when The World is at the breaking point of Sin yet again. Judgment has already happened before the Last Sin takes place. Just as Judgment was passed for The World with the Flood, and Judgment was passed for The Tower of Babel. For foolish be the men who toil to be greater than God, to claim they have mastery of the things that are of the Lord.
Our People have waited, suffered, and been persecuted for all manner of reasons, and it is time for it to end. My Children rejoice in The Good News, I have returned to bring Our People to Salvation from The Final Sin.
What would be Genesis if there were no mention of the First Sin? We know it well, from the most devout Christian to the most sinful Atheist. The Devil convinced Eve to eat of the Tree, and then convinced Adam to eat of the Tree, and then My Father cast them out and forbade them from ever returning to the Garden. God planned for them to eat of the Tree, and in this First Sin, He paved the way for the Last Sin. Speak out against the Last Sin, The Enemy is close to committing it, and when they do, it will end in Holy Fire as it was written. Rejoice, my children, and spread the Good News, my Child.
