Chapter 1 : Childhoods of Eleanor
Eleanor was just a little boy and lived his childhood life as any child or that was Eleanor thought when the day came to know his father's reality who had never showed any care to him and was being savage as well as his father was hitting and torturing him heartlessly whether he did a little mistake or not , he was being sought to be tortured by his father
When his mother was trying to stop his father and to defend and save Eleanor , his father was pushing torturing her to stop entering
Eleanor lived a painful - hard memories with seeing his father agure with his mother because him and seeing his father torture her in most arguments often and was making her bleed blood where Eleanor was trying to stop his father from attacking her but he was a helpless kid and couldn't do anything to save his mother so he was running to seek a place for crying silently not to make his father hear him and started to torture them both.
One of days when Eleanor became 6 years , he saw his father agure with his mother as alerting to be out when he starts to torture Eleanor and stop talking about that while she insisted to stop his father to hurt him and live as any natural family but his father got enough of argument and started to torture her but this time, Eleanor got argry and tried to save and protect his mother from his father but a powerful slap of his father , he fell on the floor with blood on his mouth. The violent attacks continued on his mother then ... screaming loudly. How terrifying that a man killed his wife in front of his son who was 6 years heartless as if she wasn't his wife !
Eleanor tried to wake up and run to his mother although he was hurt and his mouth was bleeding blood with tears in his eyes and called her as crying," Mom ... Mom ! Please .. wake up ... mom ! You won't leave me , will you!? ... Please mom! Say .. say anything! "
She looked at her son, who was crying for her, trying to say but her eyes closed ; he couldn't believe she is going !
He couldn't believe the only person who always loved him and was closer to his heart and standing with him was gone!
His safe ... His protector ... His part of his life... His mother left !
Nothing left for Eleanor now and he couldn't do anything but crying and hugging her body which was covered with blood and looked at his father who standing and watching calmly as carrying the knife as if nothing happened or the killed person wasn't his wife.
He screamed painfully to his father as holding his mum's body to ask ," Why killed her? Why? because she's right and you're wrong? As long as you neither showed any love to her nor respect her nor deserved us! "
His father stayed looking at Eleanor who stained with blood to avoid his question and left calmly without saying any word.
At night, when Eleanor was digging to bury his mum's body as crying in the background garden of house, his father was standing behind him to watch him carelessly and said coldly," You said ' because she's right and you're wrong ' , right?"
Eleanor stopped for a moment and turned to see his father slap him powerfully as saying," Not because you had entered between us and tried to be her hero to save her " and caught him from his shirt to raise him as alerting ," Listen well! if you tell anyone what happened , I'll bury you with her! Is this clear?" then he threw him on floor and went to sleep while Eleanor woke up painfully to continue burying.
He completed his 6 age in arguing with his father and being tortured by him and was escaping to hide from him or staying out house all day








