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A Quiet Kind Of Want

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Summary

She writes to disappear. She reads to remember. Together, they become something unspeakable. "I never meant to be seen. I wrote so I could vanish-slip between sentences, hide behind metaphors, disappear beneath dialogue. But she walked in like a story I'd forgotten how to tell. And somehow... she read me anyway." - Elara Quinn "I don't think she realizes how loud she is... even in silence. I saw her long before she ever looked up." - Raelle Hayes Elara Quinn is a reclusive literary novelist who prefers ink to conversation and solitude to applause. Her world is quiet-intentionally so. Her stories are full of heartbreak and longing, but she writes them with walls built high and windows locked shut. Until Raelle. Owner of the dusty little bookshop Elara hides in, Raelle is everything Elara avoids-grounded, observant, and impossible to ignore. She doesn't ask questions. She just leaves tea, soft music, and room to breathe. But when Raelle stumbles across one of Elara's abandoned journal sketches, the line between fiction and confession begins to blur. And as glances turn to touches and silence turns to something..........more, Elara realizes her most dangerous story might be the one she's living. This is a slow-burn, Sapphic romance about women who love in stillness, who find each other between pages, and who rewrite the rules of longing.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
4
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Chapter One

Elara Quin didn't flinch when the door to her penthouse apartment clicked open. She didn't look up either. She kept scribbling in her journal, letting her handwriting curl into a mess of half doodles and unfinished thoughts. Only one person in the world treated her home like an annex of their own, and Morgan Vale never needed theatrics to announce herself.


The sound of her agent's heels clicking across the hardwood was as expected as thunder after lightning, loud, unnecessary, and gunning straight for her last shred of peace.


"Oh look, it's Elara Quin in her natural habitat: dark room, oversized sweatshirt, and premium-grade self-loathing."


Morgan Vale's voice was crisp, gleaming with sarcasm. "Do I need to start slipping antidepressants into your oatmeal again, or are you actually planning to touch grass today?"


Morgan Vale. Thirty years old. Dressed in the kind of tailored pantsuit that looked like it had been stitched from the silenced screams of her competitors. Her blazer was fitted to slice throats, heels tall enough to make CEOs weep, and her lipstick, always that deep plum shade that looked like it could sign billion-dollar contracts in blood.


Today, she wore gold-rimmed glasses. Probably just to feel superior while reading threatening emails.


Morgan Vale didn't enter rooms. She conquered them. Like she'd annexed the hallway and decided Elara's writing cave was next in her corporate takeover.


Elara calmly drew a line through a sentence she no longer liked.


"I swear to all that is good and godless in this world," Morgan groaned, stomping across the room to yank the curtains open. The sunlight spilled in like divine punishment. "If I find one more journal entry instead of chapter one, I'm going to burn your notebooks and chain you to a typewriter like it's the Victorian era."


Elara hissed, shielding her cool gray eyes. "You're a war criminal."


"And you're a literary recluse with a death wish. Pick your poison."


"You look like a CEO who just fired someone for blinking too loud," Elara muttered, flipping another page.


Morgan's smile was all teeth. "And you look like a raccoon that's been rejected by society."


"Elena died," Elara said flatly, still not looking up.


Morgan paused. "What?"


"In the story. She died. Again." Elara leaned back, eyes dry, tone deadpan. "Third draft. Still dead."


Morgan visibly aged a decade. "You've killed your protagonist three times before writing a single chapter. That has to be some kind of creative felony."


"She wanted to go."


"She's fictional!"


Elara shrugged like that was someone else's problem.


Morgan let out a strangled sound. "You have a publisher breathing down my neck, a fanbase ready to riot, and I don't even want to think about how long it's been since your last public appearance. And you're here, writing tragic haikus about smoke and sadness!"


"On brand," Elara said, voice infuriatingly calm.


Morgan lunged and snatched the journal. "This isn't even prose. It's... a poem about drowning in your own metaphors. Elara, I swear, if I find one more stanza about existential fog, I will commit arson."


A smile threatened at the edge of Elara's mouth, but she crushed it beneath her usual veil, quiet, detached, annoyingly unbothered.


"You should be scared," Morgan said, plopping onto the bed like she paid rent. "Because I'm out of patience. I want a title. A pitch. A single goddamn sentence that doesn't end in a literary funeral."


Elara finally looked up. Her gaze was sharp-steel through glass.


"I have a new idea," she said, low.


Morgan blinked. "Yeah?"


Elara nodded. "But it's... different."


Morgan leaned in. "Different how?"


"She's not dead," Elara said. "She's just... hiding."


Morgan sat up straighter, the gears in her head already turning. "Go on."


Elara shut the journal slowly, fingers resting on the cover like it held a secret. "It's a school."


Morgan narrowed her eyes. "Don't say it's dark academia."


"It's not," Elara lied, tone too smooth.


Morgan squinted. "Liar."


"It's an academy. The students awaken powers through trauma. They don't all survive. There's a Trial. A system. One girl... she starts off trying to be a hero. But she doesn't stay one."


Morgan exhaled. "You're writing a villain origin story?"


Elara offered a small shrug. "Maybe."


"You?" Morgan said. "Queen of emotional damage disguised as prose?"


Elara blinked slowly. "It's fantasy. I'm not writing a memoir."


Morgan tilted her head. "You think your readers will follow you into powers and death trials?"


"I don't know," Elara murmured. "But I want to write it anyway."


Morgan stilled, something gentler sliding into her expression. She stood, adjusted her jacket.


"You're scared," she said simply.


Elara didn't respond. Didn't need to.


Morgan walked to the door, pausing in the frame. "Good. Means it matters."


She looked back. "You've got two weeks. I want a title and a first chapter that doesn't end in a funeral."


Elara smirked faintly. "No promises."


Morgan pointed. "I know where you keep those journals."


"And I know where you keep your burner phone."


Morgan's laugh was sharp. "Touché, book ghost."


The door clicked shut.


Elara sat in the silence that followed. Opened her journal. Stared at the page.


Aetherhall.


She picked up her pen.


And wrote:


The first thing they teach you at Aetherhall is how to survive your own mind.



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