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RUIN ME FOR GOOD

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Summary

Lexi Haughton is everything a woman aspires to be: gorgeous, confident, and fiercely independent. Marriage was never in her cards, and finding a willing partner in Manhattan has never been a problem. Her only secret? In four decades, no man has ever truly known how to handle her body—and she has never once crossed the finish line. That changes on the night of her best friend Marie’s bachelorette party, when a rugged, commanding stripper handles her with a ruthless intensity that leaves her utterly shattered, completely hooked, and desperate for more. But the man behind the mask isn't who he claims to be. Michael Spanners is a college student suffocating under the weight of his boring, predictable life. Desperate for an escape, he convinces his stripper best friend, Conner, to let him swap places for one night. Michael is entirely unprepared for the sheer force of nature that is Lexi. Even though she is twenty years his senior, the chemistry between them is explosive. For one unforgettable night, Michael makes it his mission to ruin her for all other men. What was supposed to be a one-time thrill quickly spirals into a high-stakes, clandestine affair. As the lines between physical obsession and emotional vulnerability begin to blur in the shadows of New York City, they face a dangerous question: can they keep their hearts guarded when their bodies have already surrendered?

Genre
Romance/Erotica
Author
Soy
Status
Complete
Chapters
10
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+
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Chapter 1

The bass in Velvet Underground wasn’t just loud; it vibrated straight through the plush leather VIP booth and rattled the ice in Lexi Haughton’s scotch. At forty, she knew exactly who she was and what she liked. She liked control, she liked Manhattan, and she liked independence. But looking around the dimly lit lounge at her best friend Marie’s bachelorette party, she felt completely detached. Marie was wearing a tacky plastic tiara, laughing hysterically as the other bridesmaids downed sugary pink shots.

Lexi took a slow sip of her drink. She was gorgeous, confident, and dressed in a sleek black silk dress that hugged her thick, voluptuous curves perfectly. To any outsider, she looked like a woman who had it all figured out. Finding a willing partner in the city had never been her problem. Her problem was what happened—or rather, what didn’t happen—once the clothes came off. In four decades, no man had ever truly known how to handle her body. They were either too gentle, too rushed, or completely oblivious. She had never once crossed the finish line with a partner. Not even close. She had grown deeply cynical, convinced that real physical satisfaction was just a myth sold in romance novels.

“Lexi, cheer up! The main event is starting!” Marie yelled over the thumping music, pulling her out of her thoughts.

The house lights dimmed to a deep, sultry crimson. The crowd of women cheered as the announcer’s voice boomed over the speakers. The stage curtains parted, and a man walked out under the spotlight. The billing said his name was Conner, but the man behind the mask was actually Michael Spanners, a college student desperate to escape his boring, predictable life for just one night.

The moment Michael stepped into the light, Lexi’s cynical smirk vanished. He was built like a brick wall—broad shoulders, a heavily muscled chest glistening under the lights, and an intense, commanding presence that didn’t match the standard, cheesy stripper smile. He wore a rugged leather vest, tight ripped black jeans, and a low-slung strap across his hips. He wasn’t just dancing; he moved with a raw, predatory confidence that immediately locked onto Lexi.

Michael scanned the VIP section, his eyes cutting through the smoke and flashing lights until they landed directly on Lexi. Her thick, curvy silhouette and independent posture stood out instantly from the frantic energy of the rest of the room. He made a deliberate choice. He walked off the stage, his heavy boots matching the heavy beat of the music, straight toward her booth.

Lexi’s heart did a sudden, violent thud against her ribs. She tried to maintain her cool, detached expression, but as Michael stopped right in front of her, the sheer force of his presence made her breath hitch. He didn’t ask for permission. He reached down, his large, calloused hand gripping her chin firmly, forcing her to look up into his dark, unyielding eyes.

Before she could process the boldness of the gesture, Michael straddled her lap. The sudden weight of his hard, muscular body against her curves sent a jolt of pure electricity straight to her core. He grabbed her hands and pinned them flat against the leather backing of the booth on either side of her head.

“Watch me,” he commanded, his voice a low, rough growl that bypassed her brain and went straight to her lower stomach.

What followed was a masterclass in raw dominance. Michael moved his hips against hers with a ruthless, heavy intensity that obliterated the loud room around them. Every press of his hard thighs against her thick, soft hips was deliberate and unyielding. He bent low, his hot breath brushing against her neck as his lips traced a path down to her collarbone, nipping firmly at her skin. Lexi gasped, her fiercely guarded composure instantly shattering.

He released her wrists, only to slide his hands down her body. His large palms gripped her waist tightly, digging into her full hips, lifting her slightly to grind against him with a friction so intense it made her vision blur. For forty years, men had treated her body like something fragile or something to be rushed through. This man was handling her with a heavy, demanding weight that she had never experienced in her life. She found herself clutching at the leather vest on his back, her nails digging into the material as her body arched instinctively into his touch. She was completely hooked, utterly desperate for more, and the dance wasn’t enough.

Michael felt the exact moment her defenses broke. He could feel the heat radiating through her silk dress, the way her breath came in short, ragged pants, and the frantic grip of her hands. He leaned in close, his lips brushing her ear. “The backroom. Now,” he ordered.

He stood up, pulling her by the wrist. Lexi didn’t hesitate. She didn’t care about Marie, the party, or the rules. She let him lead her through the crowded lounge, down a narrow, dimly lit corridor, and into a private VIP backroom. The heavy door clicked shut behind them, locking out the noise of the club.

The second the door closed, the restraint vanished. Michael spun her around, pressing her back hard against the wall. Lexi let out a sharp cry, but it was swallowed instantly as his mouth came down on hers. The kiss wasn’t sweet; it was deep, demanding, and thoroughly consuming. His tongue tangles with hers while his hands aggressively bunched up the fabric of her black silk dress, sliding up her thighs until his fingers met the bare skin above her stockings.

Lexi’s hands flew to his vest, tearing at the snaps until it fell to the floor, leaving his chest bare against her hands. She ran her palms over his hard muscles, marveling at the contrast between his youthful, explosive energy and her own lush, mature body. He was twenty years her junior, a fact she didn’t know but could feel in the sheer, tireless force of his movements.

Michael groaned against her lips, his hands gripping the back of her thick thighs and lifting her completely off the ground. Lexi wrapped her legs around his waist instinctively, her curves fitting perfectly against him. He carried her across the small room and pressed her down onto a low leather sofa.

He didn’t waste time. Michael unfastened his jeans, his eyes never leaving hers. The dominance in his gaze was unwavering, a silent promise that he was about to completely ruin her for any other man who had ever laid hands on her. He parted her legs, his large hands anchoring her hips flat against the cushions.

When he drove into her, the sheer intensity of the sensation made Lexi arch her back, a loud, uninhibited sob tearing from her throat. It was too much, too fast, and entirely perfect. Michael didn’t slow down; he established a heavy, relentless rhythm that drove her deeper into the mattress. Every thrust was deep and uncompromising, tailored specifically to the full, aching weight of her body.

He leaned down, pinning her hands above her head again, his chest slick with sweat pressing against her heavy breasts. “Tell me you want it,” he growled against her jaw, his hips never pausing their brutal, perfect rhythm.

“Please,” Lexi begged, completely stripped of her pride, her independence, and her cynicism. “Don’t stop. Please.”

Michael increased the pace, his grip tightening on her wrists until it almost hurt, but the friction was building a fire inside her that she had never felt in forty years. The pressure in her lower stomach coiled tighter and tighter, a sensation so intense she became terrified it would vanish like it always did. But Michael wouldn’t let her drop. He shifted his weight, his fingers finding her center and adding a sharp, direct pressure that matched the heavy rhythm of his hips.

Lexi’s breath caught in her throat. Her eyes went wide as the coiling tension inside her suddenly snapped. For the first time in her life, the finish line arrived in a violent, crashing wave. Her entire body spasmed beneath him, her vision going completely white as a loud, breathless scream tore from her lungs. She shook uncontrollably, her muscles gripping him tightly as the pleasure ripped through her in endless, agonizingly beautiful pulses.

Seeing her break completely beneath him pushed Michael over his own edge. With one final, deep thrust, he let out a low growl, his body going rigid as he collapsed against her, his own release hitting him with an explosive force that left them both completely shattered.

They lay there in the quiet of the VIP room, the faint thumping of the club bass vibrating through the floorboards. Lexi’s heart was hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs, her body slick with sweat, completely unstrung by the hands of a stranger. She had finally tasted what she had been denied her entire adult life, and as she looked up at the masked man breathing heavily above her, she knew with terrifying certainty that she was utterly, completely ruined for anyone else.

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