!Warning!
Don't go outside at night!
Find shelter in a space with at least 3 walls and a roof over your head, where the demons and the worst things need an invite to get in. It is self-explanatory that this doesn't include haunted houses or anything similar... even though who the fuck believes in ghosts right now...
And even if you choose to ignore the warning and go exploring the night, on your own skin and bones, hide from the dark, it can be dangerous. Very dangerous...
If you really must go outside in the dark, use a source of light, something which is capable of killing the darkness or at least confusing it as you run, everything except fire.
And don't walk alone at night, you will be an easier target.
If you walk at night alone, in the dark without a flashlight with you... Well, you should be life and death at the same time: to not hear, to not feel, to not see, to not breathe... and at the same time to do all of that. This is the only way you can survive.
You see... there is this creature who stole the night. She wants it for herself, and this creature is very competitive and even more possessive over it. Too bad it's not a controlled reaction. What a beautiful description... I am the creature.
I hide inside the dark, or I don't know who hides inside whom, because the darkness has become an essential part of my existence... Or that's what I feel. Maybe I am just a person who suffers from schizophrenia, that's what I thought in the beginning and I just need professional help...
I am a demon now. Or at least that's what the terribly annoying and evil voice in my head told me. To be honest... I want to believe that I am a crazy person in a mental health institution, in a straitjacket, with all this crazy unreality happening only in my mind, it would be easier, but when everything is too real to believe in a theoretical reality, you just have to confront the horror novel in your head military style as the main character. Faster and blind if possible to just feel as little as possible from what is happening around you.
...I wish for everything to not have happened. I would give everything for that late spring day, after school, to not find my dad dead in a pool of his own blood. I would give everything to not be responsible for the 23 corpses, whose owners were killed by a monster without scruples and heartless, without blinking. I would give everything, and I am not joking. Even my life... but that's a story for another time.
If you don't respect my apparently egoistic demands... Please, forgive me! Forgive the fact that I will kill you... like the others before you. I don't want this, I don't want to kill. But I will. And if I end up doing it and you read this warning... It's only your fault!
