Chapter 1
Hmm! Where do I begin? Should I start saying my life is shitty or wondered about the answers to the questions “what next, who am I truly, what am I really good at” But, you have nothing to say because everyone around u seem to have their future planned out. Because maybe u are not who you think you are or you just came to the realization that you have been following what the rest of your friends are doing and you sat down and thought that that is not the life u want but your confused cause what next? Who are u? What do u really know how to do? Who is this person I have become? I know many of you would look at this and be like this is just another random teenager whose spoilt and ungrateful or sad or something but trust me I don’t really care to be honest. A lot of adult out their “parents” think us teenagers have nothing to think about they say we are just unserious but what about the time when we are there on our beds ,couch or somewhere thinking about the next phase ,what do u want to study in university, how many A stars u can get in IGCSE and others which course would u major in university that would give you a clear future .They don’t see that or the time when we read our freaking souls out and still get bs in test and start comparing us to those who get straight Asssss. Don’t get me wrong, I love my parents but sometimes they are just a lot to handle like I said sometimes. But that isn’t even the point of this, the point of this is that I really need to find the answers to my question, but I can only do that if I start from the very beginning .
