Me Vs Me

29th March, 2026.

Dear diary,

Time comes when we all lose hope. Ups and downs in our life are a common thing. Life is like a life of failures, failures and failures.

Once someone said, "गलती तुम्हारी नहीं, गलती तुम्हारे काम में है", which is not just a phrase, it is reality.

We always run from our weakness, but it always, whenever we leave it, gets more frustrating, more and more irritating, unless and until it becomes your strength.

The most hated thing is not anyone else; it's our own self. People hate themselves the most.

I fear myself. The thought that if I fail, then what will happen?

The words "What will happen" are the most disgusting things. The big thing.

Reasons why I fear and hate myself:

• There are plenty.

• I think I'm that kind of person who doesn't want to change, even after changing our most loved one.

• I try to be perfect, but never am. I try to be like others, which I don't want to be, but it happens.

But the reality is, I am the most terrible person.