My World full of darkness
June 16 2026
Dear samuel
I hope you could have deeply understand that i did everything in order to get education it was about me i understand i came
From an household where i try and try and all that went to waste i try so hard i lost myself during these years and yes life is only one time and i wanted to enjoy it all with you all peace but your family is the tree of smartest peoples and all i had was love..
And that was not enough...you understand my flaws and all i expected was love in return i am an unlucky child i do not have the courage to study without a single thoughts of killing myself
Yes study is not that hard but its hard for someone who lived with mentally disturbed parents
