Chapter 1 -
A DAY IN MY LIFE
I had no strength left in my body. Everything around me felt overwhelming, every small job felt tedious. I was tired, my reality suffocated me, burned every single inch of my soul.
Somehow I managed to get home, pulling every last strength my muscle had. I unlocked my front door and got in. My house - a walking garbage, clothes thrown over the bed, the chair and all over the floor like rags. But I didn't care about it.I made my way to my room and just laid there
staring at the ceiling. Soon tears which accumulated in my eyes fell through my cheek to the ground.I couldn't control them .It's just ...l don't know. The young self came back just like that or maybe she never left. Just remained hidden right below my momentarily happiness. It felt like or maybe it's the truth, everyone hates me, they hate the fact that I am better and just call me an attention seeker. They say...they I ....I. [ I took a breath - a deep one, it felt like someone kept a huge weight on my heart, the one whichcouldn'teasily be] What just happened? I couldn't get myself to say it just the way it was in the past. I just stared at the ceiling.It was my defense mechanism as one would call it. Live in the silence, don't speak anything to anyone [hide it from even myself].
My colleagues hated .....deceived the way our superiors took care of me. I don't know why they do that. Maybe they see the potential in me? As they like to call it a Born Genius engulfed by bad luck at small age
