Chapter 1
To l Never ever Forever
Dear Never ever! My heavy heart
A treasure of some past glimpses:
From childhood till up to date,
Still lost in the deepest dark days...
I remember the red blush
Sign of love, left on your cheek
Slap instead of kiss!
A reward you get on our first fight
A memory of childhood I still cherish
I remember the glittery gaze
With Golden eyes; you stare at me
A feel that felt with the sunset
Comforting me as forever fixed
A memory of love, still awake as evening falls
I remember the journey on the train
A pressure of wind waves on my face
I texted you for the first time
My heart starts beating fast,
I received a reply on the phone's screen
I remember the way we start
Liking each other as better halves
From day one to fifteen
The days we shared our dreams
But it ends! We never meet again
I remember the phone call
My mother received it at night
Shit, I was trapped in your team
I lost my mind, fear fused in me
Black day of my life no one trusts me
I still remember the nights
Teary eyes I tolerate inside
Design of dark circles I get
Feeble, weak and become dead
My life has become tough and bad
I remember how I handled myself
I started living again but Sometimes
It hurts, when I lost in the past
But That time helped me a lot
Become more courageous and stronger








