Chapter 1
Chapter 1 â The Girl Who Didnât Leave
Rain tapped softly against the enormous windows of the Walter mansion, turning the gray English afternoon even colder. The sky outside looked heavy, exhausted, colorless.
Inside the third floor of the mansion, warmth existed only because Anne Woodward forced it to.
Hubert Walter sat in his wheelchair near the fireplace, unmoving.
Completely unmoving.
The fire reflected softly over the sharp lines of his face, over the dark stubble that had appeared during the last few days because he had refused to let anyone shave him. His black sweater fit perfectly over his broad shoulders, though his body beneath it remained lifeless.
Two years ago newspapers had called him Crazy Thunder.
The golden pilot. The reckless genius. The man who could fly through storms like he owned the sky.
Now he could not even move a finger.
His wheelchair faced slightly toward the middle of the room, where Anne sat cross-legged on the carpet with a thick romance novel in her hands.
His room was absurdly large.
Not a room. An apartment.
Dark wooden shelves filled with books. A grand piano nobody touched anymore. A sitting area beside the fireplace. A private kitchen. A massive television. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the rainy gardens. Photographs from Hubertâs old life scattered everywhere.
Hubert surfing in Australia. Hubert climbing mountains. Hubert laughing beside fighter jets. Hubert with his teammates. Hubert with Lucy Worth.
That last picture had been turned face down months ago.
Anne flipped another page dramatically.
âOh my God,â she muttered.
Hubert stared at her silently.
She gasped suddenly, sitting straighter.
âThis man is actually stupid.â
Hubertâs eyes shifted toward the book.
Anne pointed at the page like the fictional man could see her anger.
âShe literally confessed her love and he answered with âyou deserve better than me.ââ
She looked offended personally.
âWhat does that even mean? Men in novels always say this nonsense.â
Hubertâs deep voice finally filled the room.
âBecause apparently women enjoy emotional suffering.â
Anne immediately looked at him.
âThere you are.â
âWhat?â
âYou spoke.â
âI unfortunately do that sometimes.â
She ignored his sarcasm easily now. Four months with Hubert Walter had taught her survival skills stronger than military training.
The first week he had called her unbearable twenty-three times.
The second week he told her her voice made him regret surviving the crash.
The third week she had smashed a teapot on his head.
After that, things had improved strangely.
Anne narrowed her eyes at the book again.
âAnd another thing,â she said. âIf a man ever tells me âyou deserve better than me,â Iâll say thank you for informing me and leave immediately.â
A faint shadow of amusement crossed Hubertâs eyes.
Tiny. Almost invisible.
But there.
Anne noticed because she always noticed.
âYou smiled.â
âI did not.â
âYou absolutely did.â
âYouâre hallucinating again.â
Anne grinned proudly and returned to her book.
Silence settled again, but unlike before, it wasnât heavy.
At first the room around Hubert had always felt suffocating. Every nurse, every caretaker had entered with pity in their eyes. Careful voices. Careful smiles.
Anne had arrived complaining about the stairs.
âWhy does rich peopleâs houses always look like castles? My legs are shaking.â
That had been her first sentence to him.
Not: Poor you. Youâll recover. Youâre so brave.
Just complaints.
Then she had looked directly into his cold eyes and said:
âYou look terrifying by the way.â
And somehow she stayed.
Hubert watched her quietly now.
She wore one of her oversized cream sweaters with black leggings, her hair messily tied because she had cooked earlier. A pencil was stuck through her bun because apparently she lost hair ties every day.
She looked comfortable here.
Too comfortable.
His mother adored her. The staff adored her. Even Eldon trusted her completely.
Traitors.
Anne suddenly gasped again.
âOh no.â
Hubert sighed internally.
âWhat now?â
âHe died.â
âWho?â
âThe brother.â
âThat sounds tragic.â
âIt IS tragic.â
She glared at him like he personally killed the fictional brother.
âYou have no soul.â
âI lost it in the crash.â
Anne rolled her eyes.
âSee? That right there. That dramatic nonsense is exactly why old ladies would love you.â
Hubert stared at her.
âYou compare me to old ladies often.â
âBecause you behave like one.â
âI used to fly military aircraft.â
âAnd now you complain if soup is too hot.â
âThat is a reasonable complaint.â
âYou also complained because your blanket felt emotionally aggressive.â
For the first time in days, Hubert let out a low laugh.
A real one.
Short. Rough from disuse. But real.
Anne froze immediately.
Hubertâs expression changed at once, the walls returning to his face.
But too late.
Anne slowly lowered the book.
âYou laughed.â
âNo.â
âYou literally laughed.â
âYouâre becoming delusional.â
âYou laughed.â
âAnne.â
âOh my God.â
âAnne.â
âYou actually laughed.â
âIâm revoking your speaking privileges.â
She burst into laughter herself now, falling backward dramatically onto the carpet.
Hubert watched her.
And something painful moved inside his chest.
Not physical pain.
That would have been easier.
It was the terrifying feeling of remembering himself.
The old him.
The man before the crash.
The man who laughed easily.
The room slowly quieted again.
The fire crackled softly.
Rain continued outside.
Anne eventually sat back up and looked at him carefully.
Not pitying.
Never pitying.
Just⊠looking.
âYou know,â she said softly, âI think youâre exhausting because you try so hard to make people leave.â
Hubertâs eyes hardened immediately.
âAnd yet you continue talking.â
âIâm serious.â
âI donât care.â
âYes you do.â
His jaw tightened.
Anne closed her book gently now.
âWhen people get close,â she continued quietly, âyou become cruel on purpose.â
Hubert looked away toward the rain outside.
âMaybe I simply dislike people.â
âNo,â Anne said instantly. âYou dislike being seen like this.â
Silence.
Heavy this time.
Dangerous.
Most people wouldâve apologized immediately.
Anne didnât.
Hubertâs voice turned cold.
âYou think you understand me after four months?â
âNo.â
âGood.â
âI just think,â she said carefully, âthat maybe youâre angry because your life continued without asking your permission first.â
His eyes snapped back toward her.
That hit too directly.
Too accurately.
Anne saw it.
And immediately softened.
âAnyway,â she muttered lightly, trying to ease the tension, âthis novel is still worse than your personality.â
Hubert stared at her for a long moment.
Then finally said quietly:
âYou should quit.â
Anne blinked.
âWhat?â
âThis job.â
She frowned slightly.
âWhy?â
âYouâre wasting your life here.â
She snorted.
âYou literally terrorized twelve workers before me and now suddenly you care about careers?â
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I.â
Hubert looked at the fire.
âYouâre twenty-seven.â
âUnfortunately, yes.â
âYou should be somewhere else.â
Anne leaned back on her hands.
âWell. Until my dream restaurant magically opens itself, I need money.â
âYou could work somewhere normal.â
âAnd miss your charming personality every day? Impossible.â
He ignored that.
âYou shouldnât spend your twenties taking care of a half-dead man.â
The words came out flat. Emotionless.
Practiced.
Anneâs expression changed immediately.
Not pity.
Anger.
âYou know what your problem is?â
âIâm sure youâll tell me.â
âYou talk about yourself like youâre already buried.â
Hubert stayed silent.
Anne stood up from the floor slowly and walked toward him.
She stopped in front of his wheelchair.
Close enough for him to smell vanilla and tea leaves from her sweater.
âYouâre alive, Hubert.â
He looked away.
âNo,â he said quietly. âI survived. Thatâs different.â
For once, Anne had no quick answer.
The fire crackled between them softly.
And outside, rain continued falling over the enormous Walter mansion while somewhere beneath all the bitterness, something dangerous began breathing again inside Hubert Walterâs ruined heart.








