Salty
Been fighting myself since 1995
Trying to find the reasons that I'm still alive
Is it the obligations or is it my pride
Is there another version of me that already died
I'm still searching for the answers
It's been 30 years
Every time I think I have a breakthrough
I end up in tears
Right back to where I started
Where my life begins
It always makes me question
When will this end
Each night the tape rewinds
Every morning I press play
But there is no pause or fast forward
I'm taking it day by day
Taking in every hour
With just a grain of salt
Taking back all my power
Existence is my result
