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She Only Loves Him When He's Losing His Mind

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Summary

She existed only when he was falling apart. The night Declan whispered, "I wish someone would just stay," someone answered. A girl with green eyes. Cold hands. A face no one else could see. She appears only to him. She warns him before tragedies happen—before the bus crash, before his father's car disappears beneath the frozen lake. Every time she saves him, she becomes more real. And he becomes less. Friends stop recognizing him. Photographs erase his face. Memories unravel as though he never existed. The more he falls in love with Aura, the more the world forgets Declan was ever there. Now, with reality collapsing around them, they must uncover the truth behind the force binding them together before one of them disappears forever. Because every miracle demands a price. And love may be the most expensive one of all.

Status
Complete
Chapters
15
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Chapter One: The Last Ordinary Day

Thunder Bay, Ontario — November 14th — 4:47 PM

The snow came earlier than anyone expected.

It wasn't the first fall of the season—that had arrived in late October, a polite dusting that melted by noon. This was different. This was the kind of snow that meant business. Fat, wet flakes the size of loonies, falling sideways off Lake Superior, plastering themselves against the windows of Lakeview Secondary like something trying to get in.

Declan watched them from the second-floor hallway, his backpack slung over one shoulder, his boots leaving salt-crusted prints across the linoleum. Around him, the final bell's chaos had already dissolved into familiar rhythms: lockers slamming, girls shrieking with laughter, someone's forgotten phone blaring a tinny pop song from an open locker. The smell of cafeteria pizza mingled with cheap deodorant and the damp wool of winter coats.

He pulled up his hood and headed toward the north stairwell. Nobody stopped him. Nobody called his name.

That wasn't unusual anymore.

Over the past three months, Declan had learned that invisibility wasn't something that happened to you. It was something you practiced until it became a habit, then a skill, and eventually a kind of superpower. Keep your head down.

Don't make eye contact.

Move through crowds like water through gravel—finding the gaps, slipping between people, leaving nothing behind. He was good at it now.

The north stairs were quieter than the main staircase. He took them two at a time, his boots thudding against the concrete, the echoes following him like a second heartbeat.

Outside, the November air hit him hard.

Thunder Bay had a particular kind of cold. Wet. Bone-deep. The sort of cold that didn't just freeze your skin—it seemed to remember every winter you'd ever survived.

He zipped his jacket to his chin and started the walk home.

His route had changed since September.

Not because he wanted it to.

Because Bryce used to walk beside him.

Bryce had been his best friend since Grade Four. They'd spent years arguing about basketball trades, comparing video game builds, splitting bags of sour gummy worms, and sending each other memes they definitely shouldn't have been looking at during class.

Then something shifted.

Not all at once.

Just enough.

The conversations became shorter.

The silences became longer. Bryce started walking home with Derek, Priya, and the rest of their English class. Declan started walking home alone. He told himself it was normal.

People changed.

People drifted apart.

It wasn't personal.

He almost believed it.

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