Expense of a God

Earth was never how it was now. It used to be colorful, maybe not as colorful, but comparing it to now, it was a lot more colorful. The sky is bloodsoaked with him and those cold killers. I try to survive, but it’s very hard because I don’t want to survive… I want to die. Almost everyone surviving wants to die but can’t. They can’t because either of their own problems or because of him… or both. When I say ‘him,’ I am referring to the new god. The new… everything. You can’t die because of him. You could be on the other side of earth from him, but you won’t be able to die. He hasn’t touched any of us to keep ourselves from dying, he just made himself what everyone thinks is faster than the speed of light. Science says light is the fastest thing and nothing can surpass it, but… he did. People say he’s a he, him, AI, a monster. He’s none of those, because… he’s indescribable. We humans can’t comprehend him, nor can science. He is an indescribable force of hatred and ████.

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