Chapter 1
Walking down the street, I ran into a group of cute girls.
Judging by their appearance, they looked to be in their mid-teens.
Among them, one girl stood out instantly.
She had delicate, refined features and a slender frame.
They were probably just passing through on their way to some event.
For a second, I thought our eyes met, and she locked her gaze on mine.
Right then, one of her friends was talking to someone on the phone.
"Hey, the handshake event has already started! I think you can still get in right now."
Hearing that, it finally clicked that these girls were an idol group.
"No way. If they started that early, the people who actually know about it would be losing out."
At my response, the girl let out a subtle smile.
"I'm just a passerby, so I'm fine."
"Oh, come on! Tell you what—if you shake hands with me, I'll let you in for free."
She offered a bright, beaming smile.
She was so adorable that I instinctively reached out and shook her hand.
"Thank you so much!"
Waving at me, she headed toward the handshake venue.
A girl like her was probably one of the popular ones.
Once inside the venue, I was guided through.
That was where I learned her name.
A sign was set up that read: "Yuka Sakurai."
"Yuka-chan, look! He actually came!"
When Yuka spotted me, she waved with a big smile.
"Ah, thank you for coming! I'm Yuka Sakurai."
The handshake event mainly focused on photo sales and merchandise.
I bought a photo of Yuka.
She signed it for me with a smile, and then we shook hands.
Her hand was tiny and warm.
I wonder if this brought me a little closer to Yuka-chan.
She nodded, smiling.
"Please come visit again!"
After finishing the handshake session, I left the venue.
Yuka was undeniably cute. She was totally my type.
But there was no way a girl that cute would ever date someone like me.
Even as I found myself completely smitten with her, I had already given up on the idea.
A few weeks later, I went to see Yuka perform live.
The concert was held in a small venue, and the audience was almost entirely male.
Yuka was dancing right at the center.
She looked incredibly cool performing up there.
When the show ended, the handshake session began.
I got in line for Yuka, and soon it was my turn to shake her hand.
"Hey, you came back!" she said to me with a smile.
"Yeah, I really wanted to see your performance."
"Thank you, that makes me so happy."
She squeezed my hand tight. Her palm was slightly sweaty.
"Looks like you worked up quite a sweat, Yuka-chan."
"Yeah... but knowing you were here made me give it my all."
She gave a shy, bashful laugh.
"Is it okay if I buy another photo today?"
"Yes, of course!"
I bought another photo of Yuka, and we shook hands once more.
"Come see me again, okay?"
She waved goodbye as I walked away.
From then on, I started attending Yuka's live shows regularly, and I made sure never to miss a handshake session.
She always welcomed me with a bright smile and held my hand.
"Thank you for always coming to see me."
"Well, it's because I really like you, Yuka-chan."
"I like you too," she said, looking blushing and shy.
Her words made my heart leap.
But I knew this feeling was just that of a fan.
As an idol, Yuka was beloved by so many supporters.
There was no way someone like me could ever be with her.
And yet, I couldn't help being drawn to her.
Her smile, her gestures—everything about her had captured my heart.
One day, I sent Yuka an email.
“Hi Yuka-chan. I’m always supporting you. Would you like to go out for a meal with me sometime?”
I waited for her reply.
But nothing came.
I felt crushed.
She probably just viewed me as another regular fan.
Even so, I couldn't bring myself to give up on her completely.
So, I sent another message.
“Sorry if I bothered you, Yuka-chan. Was it a bad idea? Or are you just really busy? If you're busy, take your time—reply whenever you can.”
This time, a response arrived almost immediately.
“I’m so sorry for replying late. The truth is, I like you too. But they tell us that as idols, it’s wrong for us to date our fans.”
Her email took me completely by surprise.
Yuka had confessed that she liked me back.
However, she couldn't date me as long as she was an idol.
I wrote back to her:
“Thank you, Yuka-chan. I like you too. But if you want to keep being an idol, I’m willing to wait. I’ll wait until the day you decide to step down.”
Yuka replied again:
“Thank you so much. I’ll make sure never to forget you. So please, don’t forget about me either.”
We continued exchanging emails.
She shared her struggles as an idol, as well as little details about her daily life.
Through these messages, I got to know the real Yuka much better.
She was an extremely hardworking, serious girl who constantly strove to make her fans happy.
Yet, every now and then, she let her fatigue show.
“I made a mistake during the show today. Everyone looked so disappointed.”
“It’s okay, Yuka-chan. Everyone makes mistakes.”
“I know... but I really need to work harder.”
She was always trying to look forward.
I respected her deeply, and my feelings for her only grew stronger.
Then one day, an email arrived from Yuka.
“I’ve decided to quit being an idol.”
I was stunned.
She loved being an idol—why would she quit?
“Why are you quitting?” I wrote back immediately.
“Because I want to be with you. Even if I stop being an idol, as long as you still love me, I’ll be happy.”
Her email moved me to tears.
She was willing to give up her idol career just for me.
I needed to see her right away.
“I want to see you, Yuka-chan. Can I come over right now?”
“Yes, I’ll be waiting for you.”
I headed straight to the town where Yuka lived.
She was waiting at the station.
The moment she spotted me, she ran right into my arms.
"Hey..."
She threw her arms around me, and I held her tight.
"It's been a while, Yuka-chan."
"Yeah..."
Tears welled up in her eyes.
"Thank you, Yuka-chan... for quitting being an idol for me."
"No, I did it because I want to be with you."
I gently stroked her hair.
"Will you go out with me?"
"Yes, of course!"
I kissed her. Her lips were unbelievably soft.
"I love you, Yuka-chan."
"I love you too."
Holding hands, we walked together toward her place.
Her home was a small apartment unit.
It was compact, but neat and tidy.
"Please, have a seat."
She had me sit on the sofa and poured me some tea.
"Thank you for coming all this way for me."
"I'm just so happy that you care about me, Yuka-chan."
She sat down right beside me and rested her head on my shoulder.
"Stay by my side forever, okay?"
"Yeah. We'll be together forever."
I pulled her close, and she buried her face into my chest.
"You're so warm..."
"You're warm too, Yuka-chan."
We stayed like that for a while until she looked up at me.
"Kiss me..."
I kissed Yuka's lips.
Yuka closed her eyes and accepted the kiss.
"Yuka, you're so cute."
"I love you too."
We kissed many times.
Then Yuka whispered in my ear.
"Brother, I want to do it with you."
I was surprised by Yuka's words.
But her eyes were serious.
"Yuka, are you sure?"
"Yes, it's okay if it's with you."
I picked Yuka up.
And we headed to the bedroom.
On the bed, I took off Yuka's clothes.
Yuka's skin was so white and smooth.
"Yuka, you're so beautiful."
"Brother, don't look."
Yuka was blushing.
But I was excited seeing Yuka naked.
"Yuka-chan, you're so cute."
I touched Yuka-chan's breasts.
Yuka-chan's breasts were small, but they were nicely shaped.
"Brother, that feels good."
Yuka-chan let out a sweet moan.
I licked Yuka-chan's nipples.
Yuka-chan's body trembled.
"Brother, stop."
"Why?"
"It feels too good, I'm going to lose it."
Yuka-chan's face was red.
I took off Yuka-chan's underwear.
Yuka-chan's private parts were covered in thin hair.
"Yuka-chan, you're so beautiful."
I touched Yuka-chan's private parts.
Yuka-chan's body trembled.
"Brother, no."
"Why?"
"I'm embarrassed."
Yuka-chan tried to close her legs.
But I spread Yuka-chan's legs open.
"Yuka-chan, let me see."
I spread Yuka-chan's private parts with my fingers.
Yuka-chan covered her face.
"Yuka-chan, you're wet."
Yuka-chan's private parts were wet with her love juice.
I inserted my finger into Yuka-chan's private parts.
"Ah!"
Yuka-chan cried out.
"Yuka-chan, does it feel good?"
"Yes, it feels good."
I stimulated Yuka-chan's private parts with my finger.
Yuka-chan moaned.
"Brother, no, I'm going to cum."
Yuka-chan arched her body and came.
"Yuka-chan, you're so cute."
I kissed Yuka-chan's forehead.
Yuka-chan was out of breath.
"Brother, I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"I came too quickly."
"It's okay, Yuka-chan."
I hugged Yuka-chan.
"Big brother, I want to see yours too."
Yuka pulled down my pants.
Then she pulled down my underwear.
"Big brother, it's big."
Yuka stared intently at my erection.
"Yuka, try touching it."
"Okay."
Yuka touched my penis with her hand.
"It's hard."
"Thanks to you, Yuka."
I stroked Yuka's head.
"Big brother, can I lick it?"
"Yes, you can."
Yuka took my penis into her mouth.
"Ah."
Yuka's mouth was warm and felt good.
Yuka licked my penis with all her might.
"Yuka, you're good at this."
"Really?"
Yuka looked at me with her eyes looking up.
"Yes, it feels really good."
I grabbed Yuka's head and moved my hips.
Yuka closed her eyes and accepted what I was.
"Yuka, I'm coming."
I released my semen into Yuka's mouth.
Yuka swallowed it.
"Brother, it's all gooey."
Yuka laughed.
"I'm sorry."
"No, it was delicious."
I hugged Yuka.
"Thank you, Yuka."
"Thank you too, brother."
I touched Yuka's body again.
Yuka trembled.
"Brother, more."
I inserted my finger into Yuka's private parts again.
"Ah!"
Yuka cried out.
I stirred Yuka's private parts with my finger.
"Brother, it feels good."
Yuka spread her legs and accepted me. "Yuka-chan, I'm going in."
I placed my penis against Yuka-chan's private parts.
"Okay."
I slowly entered Yuka-chan.
"Ah, it's big."
Yuka-chan made a pained face.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm okay."
I began to move inside Yuka-chan.
"Ah, ah."
Yuka-chan moaned.
"Does it feel good, Yuka-chan?"
"Yes, it feels good."
I thrust hard inside Yuka-chan.
"Brother, no, I'm going to come again."
Yuka-chan's body trembled.
"Yuka-chan, come."
I released my semen inside Yuka-chan.
Yuka-chan hugged me.
"Brother, I love you."
"I love you too, Yuka-chan."
We said that to each other and fell asleep.
