Not Mine To Love by AESTAG at Inkitt
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Not Mine to Love

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Summary

Inspired by a true story shared over tea… An acquaintance once confessed: “I fell in love with a charismatic man whose eyes seemed impossibly deep and whose words were dangerously charming. Every accidental brush of his hand sent a shiver through my body. There is nothing wrong with love itself. It's just that he was married. And his wife was my sister.” This is her story, retold through fiction, desire and darkness. I’m AE Stag, an erotic dark-romance author writing stories about forbidden attraction, complicated choices and the desires people are afraid to admit. My stories are intended for mature adult readers and may explore morally complicated relationships, betrayal and explicit themes. Dark romance is not everyone’s cup of tea. If it isn’t yours, please quietly set the cup down and walk away. But if you’re willing to step into the darkness… Welcome. Not Mine to Love

Genre
Erotica/Drama
Author
AESTAG
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
2
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

The First Meeting

I knew my sister had a boyfriend.

Technically, everyone in the family knew. What we did not know was his name, what he looked like, where he lived, or why my sister behaved as though she were protecting the identity of an international spy.

For months, she had guarded every detail of their relationship with impressive determination.

Naturally, I made it my personal mission to annoy the truth out of her.

“Does he actually exist?” I asked one Saturday morning as she stood in front of the hallway mirror, applying lipstick with unusual care.

She glanced at me through the reflection. “Yes, Jamie. He exists.”

“Are you sure? Because no one has ever seen him. Maybe he’s imaginary.”

“He is not imaginary.”

“Is he famous?”

“No.”

“Married?”

Her lipstick stopped halfway across her bottom lip.

Then she turned slowly and gave me a look that could have cracked glass.

“Jamie.”

“What?” I raised both hands innocently. “I’m trying to understand the secrecy. Maybe he’s a prince. Or a criminal. Or a criminal prince.”

“You read too many ridiculous stories.”

“And you hide too many ridiculous secrets.”

She faced the mirror again, but I caught the tiny smile she was trying to suppress.

My sister was almost impossible to provoke properly. She had always been the calm and responsible daughter, the organised one, the person who remembered birthdays and paid bills before they were due. Beside her, I looked like a badly written afterthought.

She folded her lipstick into her handbag.

“Are you going to meet him?” I asked.

“Maybe.”

“Tell him I said hello.”

“I will not.”

“Tell him I’m the prettier sister.”

That earned me a laugh.

“I’ll tell him you’re the irritating sister.”

“Irritatingly pretty.”

She shook her head and walked towards the door.

“When are you bringing him home?” I called after her.

“When we’re ready.”

She gave the same answer every time.

When we’re ready.

It became a phrase the entire family learned.

Mum tried subtle questioning over breakfast. Dad pretended not to care but became strangely interested whenever my sister received a phone call. Even our older brother, who lived in another city and rarely involved himself in family gossip, asked whether he should prepare a background check.

My sister refused to be rushed.

“They’ve been together for quite a while,” Mum whispered to me one evening while we washed the dishes.

“How long is quite a while?”

“She hasn’t said.”

“Three months? Six months? Three years?”

“Jamie.”

“What? This is important. What if she has secretly built an entire second family?”

Mum flicked water at me.

“Don’t be dramatic.”

“I’m not being dramatic. I’m being prepared.”

Still, beneath all my teasing was genuine curiosity.

My sister had dated before, but none of those relationships had lasted long enough to become serious. She had never been secretive about the men she saw. Some had joined us for dinner. One had spent Christmas with our family. Another had helped Dad repair the garden fence before disappearing from my sister’s life two weeks later.

This man was different.

She protected him.

Whenever his name appeared on her phone, her entire expression softened. Her voice changed when she spoke to him. She became quieter, warmer, almost shy.

I had never seen my sister shy before.

Whatever existed between them mattered to her.

That was why, despite all my jokes, I eventually stopped asking.

I assumed she would introduce him when she was ready, just as she kept promising.

I did not expect it to happen on an ordinary Tuesday evening while Mum and Dad were watching television.

I was sprawled across one end of the sofa, scrolling through my phone, while Dad complained loudly about a contestant on a quiz show.

“The answer is obvious,” he said. “How can he not know that?”

“You didn’t know it either,” Mum pointed out.

“I knew it.”

“You said Brazil.”

“I was thinking of another question.”

“You are always thinking of another question after the answer is revealed.”

I laughed, and Dad reached for a cushion to throw at me.

Before he could, my sister appeared in the doorway.

She was dressed more carefully than usual in a cream blouse and dark skirt. Her hair fell in loose waves around her shoulders, and there was a nervousness in her smile that immediately caught my attention.

“Mum?” she said.

Mum lowered the television volume.

“Yes?”

“Could we talk for a moment?”

Dad looked at Mum.

Mum looked at Dad.

I sat up.

My sister noticed me watching her.

“You too, Jamie.”

“Oh, good,” I said, setting my phone aside. “A family announcement. Are you pregnant?”

Dad choked on his tea.

“I am not pregnant,” my sister said sharply.

“Engaged?”

She hesitated.

That hesitation changed the atmosphere in the room.

Mum’s eyes widened.

Dad placed his cup carefully on the table.

My sister released a slow breath.

“There’s someone I want you all to meet.”

The room fell silent.

Then I jumped to my feet.

“The invisible boyfriend!”

“He was never invisible.”

“He practically was.”

“Jamie, please behave.”

“I always behave.”

Three people looked at me.

“Fine,” I muttered. “I will attempt to behave.”

My sister stepped aside.

A man entered the room behind her.

My first impression was that he was taller than I had expected.

I did not know why that mattered. I had never imagined him clearly enough to give him a height. Still, his presence seemed to fill the doorway.

He wore a dark blue shirt with the sleeves buttoned neatly at his wrists. His black trousers were well-tailored, and an expensive-looking watch rested against one hand. There was nothing overly showy about him, but everything about him suggested quiet confidence.

His hair was dark brown, slightly longer on top, with a natural wave that softened the sharp lines of his face. He had a strong jaw, straight nose and the sort of restrained expression that made it difficult to tell what he was thinking.

He looked serious.

Perhaps even slightly uncomfortable.

Then his gaze met mine.

His eyes were chestnut brown.

Deep chestnut, warmed by flecks of amber beneath the living-room lights.

For one strange second, I forgot that everyone was waiting for someone to speak.

My sister touched his arm.

“This is James. James Thomas”

He looked towards my parents and offered a polite smile.

“Good evening, Mr and Mrs Wilson.”

“Oh, please,” Mum interrupted warmly as she stood. “There’s no need to be so formal.”

James nodded.

“Thank you for having me. I’m James Thomas.”

His voice was lower than I expected, calm and controlled.

Dad rose to shake his hand.

“It’s good to finally meet you.”

There was an emphasis on finally that made my sister sigh.

James appeared to understand.

“I’m sorry it took so long,” he said. “That was partly my fault. My work schedule can be unpredictable, and we wanted to be certain before involving the family.”

Certain.

The word lingered in the room.

Mum’s expression softened.

Dad studied him for several seconds before nodding.

Then James turned towards me.

Up close, he appeared less severe. There was a quiet shyness in the way he held himself, as though he was more comfortable negotiating business agreements than standing in a crowded family living room.

I held out my hand.

“Hi. I’m the sister. Jamie.”

His fingers closed around mine.

His handshake was warm and firm.

The contact lasted no more than a second, but something about it made me strangely aware of my own skin.

“It’s nice to meet you, Jamie,” he said.

“You too.”

I withdrew my hand and immediately hated how breathless I sounded.

To disguise it, I smiled brightly at my sister.

“So this is the man you’ve been hiding.”

“I wasn’t hiding him.”

“She was absolutely hiding you,” I told James.

The corner of his mouth lifted.

“I suspected as much.”

“And now that we’ve finally seen you, I can confirm you’re real.”

“Jamie,” my sister warned.

“I’m welcoming him.”

“You are interrogating him.”

“I haven’t even started the interrogation.”

James laughed quietly.

It transformed his face.

The reserved businessman disappeared for a moment, replaced by someone warmer and unexpectedly charming.

My sister looked at him with open affection.

The sight tugged at something inside me, not jealousy, exactly. At least, that was what I told myself.

It was admiration.

Perhaps envy.

My sister had found someone who looked at her as though everyone else in the room had faded into the background.

“You both make such a lovely pair,” Mum said.

“I agree,” I added. “Your children are going to be annoyingly beautiful.”

My sister’s face turned crimson.

Dad cleared his throat.

James looked down, but I saw amusement in his eyes.

“Could we get through one dinner before discussing children?” my sister asked.

“I’m simply planning ahead,” I said.

“You are impossible.”

“And yet you love me.”

“Unfortunately.”

Dinner began with awkward politeness.

Mum had prepared too much food, as she always did when nervous, and Dad asked James a series of questions that were carefully disguised as casual conversation.

Where had he grown up?

What did his parents do?

What kind of business was he involved in?

How often did he travel?

James answered patiently.

He owned several businesses with investments in property and hospitality. His work required him to travel regularly, sometimes with very little notice. He spoke without boasting, though the details made it obvious he was successful.

He had built most of it himself.

Dad seemed impressed.

Mum was more interested in whether he ate enough while travelling.

My sister sat beside him, her shoulder occasionally brushing his. Each time she spoke, he listened closely. Each time she reached for something, he moved it towards her before she had to ask.

They appeared entirely comfortable together.

Like a couple who had spent far longer than a few months learning each other’s habits.

Halfway through dinner, my sister placed her fork down.

“There’s something else we wanted to tell everyone.”

I leaned back.

“I knew it. You are pregnant.”

“I’m still not pregnant.”

“Let her speak,” Dad said, though he looked uneasy.

My sister glanced at James.

He nodded.

She reached beneath the table, and when her hand reappeared, a diamond flashed beneath the dining-room light.

Mum gasped.

I stared.

Dad stopped chewing.

“We’re getting married,” my sister said.

For several seconds, no one reacted.

Then Mum rushed around the table and wrapped her arms around her.

Dad stood and shook James’s hand again, this time with far more emotion.

I remained seated, looking at the ring.

My sister had been dating a mystery man, and now, without warning, that mystery man had become her fiancé.

“How long have you two been together?” I asked.

“A year,” she replied.

“A whole year?”

“I told you it had been a while.”

“You hid him for a year?”

“We wanted privacy.”

“You deserve an award. I can’t keep a secret for twelve minutes.”

“No one is surprised by that,” Dad said.

James smiled at me from across the table.

“We aren’t getting any younger,” my sister continued. “We know what we want, and neither of us sees any reason to wait for years simply because that is what people expect.”

“We’ve thought carefully about this,” James added. “I love your daughter. I intend to take care of her and build a life with her.”

His words were simple.

Yet the certainty in his voice silenced every joke forming in my mind.

Mum wiped her eyes.

Dad nodded solemnly.

My sister reached for James’s hand beneath the table, but I saw their fingers intertwine.

Six months later, they were married.

The wedding passed in a blur of flowers, silk, champagne and relatives I barely recognised.

My sister looked radiant.

James looked at her as though she were the only person in the room.

He was everything a family could have wanted in a son-in-law: capable, handsome, wealthy, attentive and unfailingly polite. He treated my parents with respect, remembered Mum’s birthday, asked Dad for advice even when he probably did not need it and never arrived at our house empty-handed.

I envied my sister.

Anyone would have.

She had found a man who seemed designed to make other women question their own romantic choices.

After the wedding, James continued bringing her home every week for family dinner. No matter how demanding his schedule became, he made time for us whenever he was in the city.

The rhythm of our lives settled again.

Then my parents announced that they were leaving.

Not permanently, they insisted.

They simply wanted to travel.

Now that their children were grown, they had decided to resume what Mum called their “dating life.” They wanted to visit places they had postponed for years, complete their shared bucket list and enjoy each other’s company without worrying about school schedules, work commitments or raising children.

In other words, they were abandoning me to rediscover romance.

“You’re dumping me,” I said as Mum folded clothes into a suitcase.

“We are not dumping you.”

“You are fleeing the country.”

“For three months.”

“That is a quarter of a year.”

“You’ll be starting university soon. You’re an adult.”

I placed a hand over my heart.

“I am a very young and vulnerable adult.”

“You are eighteen.”

“Exactly. Practically a baby.”

Mum threw a rolled-up pair of socks at me.

The original plan was for me to stay in the family home until a university dormitory room became available. However, leaving the house empty while my parents travelled seemed wasteful.

James suggested renting it out.

“The rental income could help pay for your trips,” he explained one Sunday evening. “There is no reason for the house to sit empty for three years while Jamie is at university.”

“I’ll be here during the holidays,” I protested.

“You can stay with us,” my sister said.

James nodded. “Or in one of my apartments. You’ll always have somewhere to go.”

He said it so easily, as though making space for me in his life required no thought at all.

My parents loved the idea.

Within weeks, they had found tenants.

My childhood home was packed, cleaned and handed over to strangers while Mum and Dad left for the first destination on their list.

Everything happened too quickly.

Six months after meeting James, I watched him marry my sister.

Three months after their wedding, I stood in one of his apartment buildings with two suitcases, several boxes and the disturbing realisation that my life had been rearranged without my permission.

The apartment was elegant and far too large for one person.

My sister called it temporary.

James told me to treat it as my own.

I had a bedroom, a private bathroom and a view of the city that made my old neighbourhood appear like another world.

Until a dormitory room became available, I would live there.

Every morning, either my sister or James drove me to campus.

Sometimes they came together.

Sometimes my sister had an early appointment, and James appeared alone in one of his expensive cars, looking perfectly composed while I scrambled into the passenger seat with wet hair and an unfinished cup of coffee.

He never complained.

He never made me feel like an inconvenience.

“You don’t have to drive me every day,” I told him once.

“I know.”

“I can take the bus.”

“I know.”

“You have meetings.”

“I also know that.”

“Then why are you here?”

He glanced at me, one hand resting easily on the steering wheel.

“Because you’re family now.”

Family.

The word should have made everything simple.

Safe.

Instead, I found myself looking at his profile as sunlight passed across his face, catching the warm brown of his eyes.

I remembered the first time he shook my hand.

The first time he laughed at one of my jokes.

The first time I noticed how carefully he listened when someone spoke.

At the time, I had believed I was merely impressed by him.

I had believed I envied my sister’s happiness.

I had believed the warmth spreading through me whenever he smiled was harmless.

After all, there was nothing wrong with admiring a good man.

There was nothing wrong with enjoying his company.

There was nothing wrong with noticing that his eyes seemed deeper each time he looked at me.

At least, that was what I told myself.

Because James Thomas was kind.

He was charming.

He was my brother-in-law.

He was FAMILY.

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