Chapter 1
Love never existed for me.
Maybe love is not meant for me because I lost everything what I absolutely wanted in my life. Love, my favorite sport, parents care, and even friendships I think my life sucks not only mine everybody’slife sucks at some point of their own life this is the twist in everyone’s life either you choose to give up or to move on from that situation . but as a elder daughter I do have only one option of moving on. There’s no one coming to save me I should be there for myself at any condition. The urge to earn so much that it runs in my blood and ruins my mental condition the one of the most important thing that I learned from my mother was to stop expecting love from others because no on earn be you. You can never crave for love cause you’re the love you have been craving for, stop asking for it give it some to yourself to first guys its just a reminder for you’ll that’s life is not coming at you its coming for you. If you’re planning to end you’re life look at the reason you have been living all these yearsyou have to heal yourself not for others but for yourself nothing is going to end talk to someone who’s trusted. Even if there’s no on who is trusted. But trust me I can talk I am free guys you’re life matters more than anything your well being is important remember there is someone who will be still waiting for your call/text be grateful if some judges you they are the most insecure people. This one is for you if no one is coming to save you then congrats no one can ever stop you! From this not so short note lets start this story<3…
It starts from the small town of bihar were shaurya was born. He was named after his great grandfather who died duringa accident they always wanted to have a boy child. Due to some certain reasons they didn’t had a boy baby so they named shauryaafter the girl baby she was always treated as boy she was not allowed to enter into the kitchen she has always been grown under the eyes of her other sisters who were kinara ,sannsaien ,meri, khushi etc khushi was the eldest daughter of the family in which she carried so much responsibilities which made her mature at a very certain age .but shaurya was always the main member of the family even when others scored higher marks than him(Iam calling her (shaurya) as him)as they grew up under these circum-stances, shaurya learned that he was a girl and he had been making fun of himself from the beginning of his life from which he started to be humble towards his sisters. As their financial condition was not that good, khushi told shaurya about the boxing match in their colony khushi told shaurya for the selection of boxing club. As she was good at fighting but he disagreedwith the taught that he has leave everyone alone just for boxing but it was his dream to be a boxer and represent India .it was a tough decision for him as he was sitting inside his room and talking thinking about the tournament his mother came into his room looking at how deeply he is thinking about the tournament she told to her son that don’t think about us we are fine here but the son stopped her by saying butmaa we are not in good financial we need to improve the status of the family and earn for u guys and he started crying by saying that . his mother consoled him and said don’t put the pressure in you’re dreams if you want to do it then do it. we are no one to stop you from achieving what you want its completely you’re choice and we are happy with that .it do heart when you’re parents aregood to you for no matter what you do they don’t expect anything from you they just want to see us happy and I remind you when you fall it becomes worser than a breakup. The same was happening with shaurya, he thenjoined the boxing club all by his own by working part time in café. He was bullied during practices but he took all of these any gave his hundred percent to the game during these practice times he even started concerning on the food and managed his diet. As he grew older he started playing in tournaments which he almost won all of them he then collected all the money and was selected for India’s national team he taught of surprising his family and by the time he went back to meet his family he got to know that his family members were dead by the accident. At this point of time he recalls all the movements he spent with his family lovingly he then realizes his mom and all the sisters raised money by keeping the gold in debt. The neighbor told him that they were being threatened by the people who gave them loan at their last day his mom was reading the newspaper where she saw read a article about you she was so happy with that moment that she taught she and her daughters are no use for the family so they ended their life. He was so full of guilt in that moment that he forgot all the wins. And happiness and he started blaming himself for all happened it is in some peoples fate that there is no happiness in their life Iam telling this from my personal experience. Not all people get what they deserve even when they are kind to the world.
The end…
So how was this story guys?? Shall I continue to write sad stories. I know I don’t have that much followers to interact with but still iam doing what I love and that’s enough for today.Keep smiling <3..
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