Chapter 1
Since the day I was born I was a failure. I cried to loud as a baby. I through too many tantrums as a toddler, as a kid I had to many unattainable dreams.
Eventually I just became what he wanted me to be. I played hockey, I trained, I kept my grades up. I never wasted my time on dating because there was no time.There was only training, galas, homework, sleep. Everyday. But I guess that’s what you get when your dad runs the city, it’s what you get when you’re the heir to the family fortune.
Despite it all the worst part was when I disappointed him though, not because of the disappointment because of what he would do...Sometimes even when he wasn’t disappointed it happened and no matter how much I trained and how strong I got I couldn’t stop him.
It’s like I freeze everytime. I don’t know how to stop it.I wish I could get help, but what can anyone do when your dad owns everything.
just because someone told him he was a failure, does not make it truth. Look to the source of the pain. then figure out how to get away from it. Stay away from it and push it into the dismal abyss of a grave it deserves.
This man...young man, has bought into something that will affect his decisions, his choices and his life. He should seek help. but sometimes? it comes in the form of friendship and others who 'get' his pain. We'll see where his journey takes him.
I'm proud of you for diving into the pool head first, girl. Keep going and post when you can. Excellent start...let's see where you take it.
HEY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALREADY LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm looking forward to this.