Before I Reckon Love

kiaaa☆ 1 story

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What was love? What was intimacy? What did all those feelings she had inside of her now mean? Those were the 2 questions she kept on repeatedly asking herself eversince she'd returned to Georgia. Georgia. Home. It had once been, now everything felt alien even her own body. She did not feel the time as the years had passed by, she did not understand the changes taking place. And now, add to that the last question. Which had started to come up only recently as her mind and body did crazy things that were beyond her. She did not- could not- allow herself to feel this. Yet she was. He was making her feel everything at the same time. He was the reason she was in for this unavoidable confusion. Like a defused bulb coming to life. He had struck up her ashen heart thrumming again. Emotions she thought she was devoid of feeling ever again, and not just for him, because now she had started to see the world clearer. From a dark rusty black, all had started to reflect colors back in her eyes. The only last question was- one that she was now blind to address- that whether he would touch her without shattering her completely, breaking what pieces she'd left of herself; if he would look at her without burning her soul; speak to her, say her name without ruining it. Or would he simply turn into another bad chapter of her life, unforgetten but in the past, completely scattering her.