Chapter 1
Why do you torment me so? I see you every
Where in everything you curse me and
say I have abandon you, you attack me in my
sleep to which I wake up beaten up or bleeding.
Truly I am terrified for my life... even more
my soul to my existence you find pleasure in tormenting
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD SO
HOW ARE YOU STILL HERE?!
You were crucified so how do you still draw
breath? Many say am trouble that I need some
rest and ask aren't I Zerszy, but it's at night
when I lay my head does Zerszy appear to me.
But me Zerszy how ridiculous is that
for yes there was a time where I was Zerszy but
that is no more for I have died in the flesh
and brought back to life and renamed by our heavenly father
no more as Zerszy but Zacankji for the lord said
"for the person you once knew who was ignorant and in his own folly who terrorized nations and villages is no more but a new person, a new man who will walk in my ways and lead many;
King was he but not anointed nor appointed
by me but by his own doings but the king
he shall become will be of me and through
me who will be greater than any king that
have ruled over you".
Dead should you be yet
you still alive inside of me seeking rule over
me and curse me for walking in the ways of
righteousness "look at you they call you Zacankji
now? DON'T YOU KNOW WHO YOU
ARE? DON'T YOU KNOW WHO I
AM? for I am you within me and you are me
within you for we are ZERSZY!! Troubled
is my soul no matter where I go or what I
do for truly there is one who seeks me out
who gives me no rest nor peace to which I
cannot overcome and utterly am I afraid ever
for my days.
