Introduction
A BLOG ABOUT THE LIFE OF A MYSTERIOUS GIRL
HI, I AM A GIRL OF SOPHISTICATION , JUST Kidding-
But my life is kinda complicated and my NAME well let's call it-
Cybergirl( I love to keep my identity mysterious)
Honestly, I'm just a girl new to the teenager world, trying to balance life and studies, career and spirituality and we can't forget about my social life (in which I low-key suck at doing) You could say I'm pretty stuck between
"I should save up more and I ONLY get to live once" , and boy, if you know that you know
(ykyk).
Things to know about me.
1, Not too well organized.
2, Has lots of goals for her life, career, academics and nation.
3, I have being bullied alot so drawing helps me find that inner peace.
4, Proud black African.
I actually want to start a masked YouTube channel and the reason is to prove that the quote,"More skin more engagement" has never been Soooooo.... Wrong, on so many levels. I can remember in my class, a teacher was complaining about how a child in the junior classes was asking her of how they will find husbands if they dress too modest to church (Mind you these are children of 12-13 yrs old)
But anyways, enough about all that now, I want to share my fantasies, dream , favourite things to talk about and (let's not forget) academics, and for this one my parents don't really think I can handle it so they don't give me enough chance, despite all the begging, chore assigning, nothing worked but I'm determined and I ain't going to let that stop me, so I guess I will start from scratch, I actually have a time table for study and summary time. Then on weekdays or holiday I prepare enough videos to post in 1 month timing ,(realistically..)then focus on studies, and I have been planning to Ace my exams and
shut people who think they are better in everything they do, like nothing annoys me more than proud people- like ughhhhhhh they give me the ick, but with enough sacrifice and reading I won't have to worry about them anymore. But honestly my
GAME PLAN is to sell Print On Demand POD products > build a social media presence and educate Africans about the importance of investing in the Africa's produces and product to Lessing the import rate and increase the export rate ( because you tend to discover that our every day items are not made by us fully, take a look at our phone, cars, and some of our processed goods.) And also to be a PROUD
BRAND AMBASSADOR (for clothing, beauty, gaming equipment probably do acting) > Get a scholarship to Oxford University > Become a computer programmer and own
lots of tech AFRICAN companies. A social media/software
company I have been working on (since I was 9 yrs) A gaming, phone and automobile and all form of tech, company.
I am also working on converting plastics to fuel but it is a bit difficult to do because of little support even in school, most people make fun of my dreams but, I don't mind honestly, the little that encourages me, I listen and that is what pushes me forward.
And you guys know how thus will probably end up
Like, i MIGHT become not interested again, but now im still delulu, let me be
Now, let's move to my Friendship and Social life,
and boy, I just have a song to describe this, PEOPLE YOU KNOW BY SELENA GOMEZ.
Honestly I low-key have trust issues and most of my friends are from like my childhood, and I have been bullied alot so I don't really make friends but I have noticed that most of my friends are starting to snub me but I don't really care because, those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter. And most time if I am talking about social life, don't really have a social life so I prefer reading books, and drawing, I don't even go out for breaks sometimes, so yh that is my life, not into much drama but I really want a boy best friend, someone whose life's isn't based off drama but has hot gossip, just someone simple and easy going, can give a joke and take a joke and is determined in life and a good gamer and love drawing
Then onto my well being about dealing with my family support and pressure, my family isn't a perfect one, but if you really look into it no family really is, I grew up have lot of connections with my dad but I guess work always had a way of entering his heart more than me I never really cared, I knew they was a reason for everything even if he makes fun of my dreams, and I have tried my best to understand but it didn't just add up if you vlog your memories with family it can get you just enough money that working gives you take the anazala family, Royalty fam, Jordan and Salish matter, so many other family channel on YouTube, for example, you would understand but I guess it his choices and it still benefits us, my mom and I didn't have a good connections from small but we are closer now, she's ALWAYS Occupied with meetings, construction project and her PhD I get why she travels alot but I need her too, I just wonder how I would be if I was an only child I am actually happy I have a younger brother, I get called names by my parents and it's sometimes so bad I don't really talk to anyone about it and I just hold it in until I can't then I cry,and sometimes I don't really eat with my family, it all part of life I guess. But there are good times like ......hmm... when I get an award or something like that but sometimes we always find a way to make up no matter what and that is what family is all about. Then about my studies they don't really care about my grades cause my MOM always says as long as I
put the effort there is always room for improvement , and stuff but, there is this girl in my class she has been my friend since I was born, probably because my parents knew her parents since University, she gets averages like 96.7% and I get 76.7% so my parent tends to compare me to her some of the time, but overtime, I tend not to care because I know they are looking out for me in the long run . I always tell my parents that I'm am not sticking around for long( going to University soon) so let's spend memories, but my mom just says I'm BLACKMAILING her, so memory making is off the board, i guess.
Finally my emotional journey, and for this one I just make table of good and bad things of my life and thank God over all of it and maybe cry but actually I'm pretty good at sucking it up, but I don't think if that's a good idea though.
Good | Bad
1, I have a family | 1, Don't really spend time with me but they try their best.
2, Have good friends | 2, Some don't stick around, and really want that boy best friend,. though.
Then I make a list of things I want/love to do:
1,I really want to be an part time actress and voice actor or a model and I really have a full blown script for an animated movie ( but I got told how I can't be an actresses or a model with my body shape and size)
2, I love singing but again I got bullied badly. (Story time so, in my former school they hosted a "got talent" type of show so I go on there and after singing, some people didn't clapped rather shouted booos, but that didn't stop me one bit, oh who am I kidding, ofc it slow me down but just for a bit.)
3,I love drawing it helps me keep calm and express myself (people do laugh but I love what I'm doing and I can't let people stop me)
4, I love journaling but I am too lazy to write on a book about my day-to-day and what if a mean girl or boy finds the book and put it all over school or blackmails me, I'm just kidding, being watching and reading loads of fanfic, duh, I'm just a girl, bruh.
5,I love watching, Sunset ,YouTube, gaming, going on Pinterest and looks for pics about my dream life, glow up and form a board of encouragement and yeah.
MY BOARD AND MEMES THAT DESCRIBS ME
(BECAUSE LAUGHING IN GENERAL HELPS MY Well Being)
I love garderning
FAVOURITE CAR
R
DREAM SETUP
Tip of LIFE (as my conclusion):
❖ Love God with your heart, John 3:16.
❖ Treat yourself like Royalty cause no one is going to do that for you.
❖ Give your self goals and dreams (* they can never be too big or unachievable*).
❖ When you fall down get back up.
❖ Try to talk to someone but be careful.
❖ Don't look down on anyone.
❖ Have fun, love your self.
❖ Focus on your studies and forget parties get your priorities straight.
❖ Dress to express not to impress.
❖ Don't stop what you love doing to please anyone.
First time writing a blog.
